Grass is always greener on the other side syndrome. One cure for that is to have several countries you enjoy visiting and living in, and alternate the schedule to your liking. Of course, with COVID restriction its a bit more hassle but still feasible. Peace!
No one makes it out of this world alive, we will all die eventually. So it come down to did you live a life worth living? Did you do the most you could for your fellow man, family, and loved ones?
What are these "other Competition" forums?
Not that I would ever sign up nor support them, just curious for educational purposes.
I am a dedictaed Thai Visa (now Aseannow), die hard supporter!
What you say can make perfect sense......If you have never been in a foxhole. I have been one of the few and very luckily to be spared over many instances! If you have been in a near Death / Combat experience, then I respect your opinion. But I will continue to practice my faith regardelss, thank you for your comment and perspective, it has merit.
"Show me the man and I’ll show you the crime", Lavrentiy Beria, the most ruthless and longest-serving secret police chief in Joseph Stalin’s reign of terror in Russia and Eastern Europe, bragged that he could prove criminal conduct on anyone, even the innocent.
If you were wrong, and you are sincere then apologize. It takes a real (wo)man to admit being wrong. You also sound a bit paranoid, and in that case I recommend carrying a Bible and a Firearm.