Everything is too small for me now. Thailand is getting bigger but I'm still ahead of the changes. Being too big to fit became the end of me here. Maybe I should change my name to TooBigForThailand. And it's not even the physical things that are smaller. It's the regime and its thinking that keeps the nation from bettering things. The regime and old powers in Thailand is stuck in backwards small thinking.
Thailand certainly is a heavenly place for smaller people physically, but it's also a place for people who can accept less quality in their lives. As the song goes, you can't always get what you want but you can get you need, but not for those with bigger bodies and bigger desires and dreams. Finally Thailand is morally smaller when it comes to human rights and a lot of things. It could be bigger and better but again it's trapped in apathy from leadership.
The rest of the world isn't perfect either. Every place has its problems, especially nowadays. In the end, some people just grow out of things. Many grow too big for Thailand.