There are ways out. I know it seems really difficult, but I somehow climbed out of it even though I found myself comfortable with drinking myself to death.
This video is what got me started on Naltrexone. Saved my life and I have no doubt about that. PM me if you have any questions. I can’t advise you on where to get the meds as it’s been years since my last order, but where there’s a will there’s a way.