tangqian86

Sometimes I really enjoy staying alone, but sometimes I'm afraid of loneliness, especially at night, I just stay up late, untill I'm tired out, then I will go to sleep. I'm afraid of being ill, afraid of spending holiday alone. I still remember that my last Birthday, I was badly ill, I wen to hospital alone, and then just stayed in bed . Untill the evening, I felt a little better and hungry, I struggled to get up and have dinner by myself. At last, I can't help crying out. But I wouldn't let others to see my weakness, after crying, I swept away my tears, pretended to be happy and strone. Indeed, I really need a friend to spend holidays with me.