davidst01

Great scenic shots of rural Thailand.

10 yrs ago I traveled to Russia. In St P I stayed at a homestay with an old weird guy. He asked me 2 times if I was gay. One morning I was sleeping in and he sent me messages 'when are you going to leave the condo blah blah'. Dont stay in a Russian homestay. nightmare....

I watched this video and sad to see them all sitting around waiting like this. Now it's all happening again and again. Nice interviews...

But you are stuck in your nanny state living the grind right? Who are you to judge????

When I go away I feel so much better. Homelife is stressful actually with our small business and its hassles.

wow. 40 to 50 people. that is amazing. I live in a small city that's non touristy. Not many Farang here actually. I tried here but it never lead anywhere.

yes. I agree. I will NEVER abandon my child who needs me. Best thing in my life actually.

I have my own mantra that I have to say everyday to stay sane 'I must lower my expectations'. haha

Thanks for your comment. Can you recommend a meditation style to me?

No other habits or addictions. After my child was born my wife forgot about me. Co-sleeping with the little one since the beginning and now still. Ive tried talking to her but it falls on deaf ears. She still mostly prefers to bunk up with our child sometimes joining me in the marital bed.... Ive heard about thai mothers a lot doing this. I dont have any real friends to talk to about this. Thus, Im writing on this forum...

Can you attach a link.

Ive been married to a good woman in Thailand for more than 10 yrs. We have a teenage child. Ive been fooling around for yrs here and there. I think this is finally taking its toll on my mind. I feel guilty of my actions but can't stop doing it once or twice a month. I have anger issues and lack patience. Suffered anxiety all my life and find home life and our small business quite stressful. I try to go away once or twice a month as this is the only time I feel normal. Now she is resenting this and trying to stop me from going. Our marriage is suffering a lot. If we finish the relationship I have nothing except my child. But they will stay together. She will buy me out of the business as already discussed. She has all the staff and her thai family. I have no friends at all in Thailand basically. We are hanging in there for now. Im not depressed or anything but dont know what to do about myself. I wonder if I should learn a meditation or something. I will never take a SSRI no way. We are on holidays now out of Thailand. I feel better about things but soon going back it will all be the same I suppose. I still care for her a lot. She loves me and so does my child. If I end our relationship it will bring them both a lot of misery I think. Any suggestions?

Good video. It gives me hope to start a business with the wife. I wait for the next work permit video.