Your private life is the real you. Nose picking, bum scratching, bargirl sleeping etc. That is the real you. The actor is the image you present to others which is the nicer version.
So getting a massage, eating food and staying in a nice hotel is worse than hospital operation? Where do you get this nonsense from? You probably never been there.
I'm rather flexible. Going to Burilam next month to watch car racing. Have not been to Burilam for a very long time. My partner doesn't want to go to Samui so car racing it is.
You are for believing this nonsense. Healthy don't die, only unheathly die. Who is responsible for your health? You and you alone. Your diet and exercise plans decide your health.