Its a human trait to want to "believe" in a God ( nonsense of course ) its also a human trait to want to think life has any meaning whatsoever. I really dont see why there should be any meaning, it just "is".
Just remember as Monty Python sang, you were the lucky sperm that actually came to fruition. Then you can listen to "Every sperm is sacred" good old dig at religion, followed by the "Galaxy song" One day it will all be gone......... pause for thought and realise "you" are nothing, then get on with whaetever you do, could be worse you could have been born in a starving African country.