An average 50 year old woman is still getting a dozen hits a day on her ad. You? No way.
I liked the old Red Pill of moving past the anger phase and into IDGAF. This whiny, leg-clinging hoping someone else is unhappy is a downer. It's just self-defeating bitterness.
You're also obsolete. No woman on the apps will even respond to someone describing themselves as a "moderate", since that's code for Trump Trash trying to pass as a centrist to get a date. In your native land, you are a sexual untouchable.
Your comical fealty to that gold toilet owner who wouldn't hire you as a bell hop amuses them. Are you broke too? Probably.
Brutal Red Pill truth: Nothing is more pathetically beta bux than moving to Thailand to pay to get laid. Anyone here talkin' that religion sure aint living it. It's just a puffed out chest bit of bluster for dating market losers and has-beens.