Cameroni

I just got a reply from a 19 year old from Surat Thani who looks like she belongs in Blackpink. Let me check the flights.

I keep going through her facebook photos. That girl is unspeakably beautiful and attractive. What a painful fate to lose her. How will I live?

Miki just texted "I will take a shower and <deleted>". Vulgarity is so attractive in beautiful people, it's such a turn on.

She's showing off to her entire facebook nation about buying a condo. Her friends and family. Yes, I'd say it's true.

Get out of here, that girl was just approached with an offer of freelance and didn't even reply. I had her checked out. She's as clean as the pure white snow of Canada.

I wish. Sadly, it is all too true.

She got the mortgage for sure. I saw the post on her facebook where she posts a photo of the condo and "2 million baht in debt at 23". She got the mortgage and she bought the condo. I don't know how she did it, but she is a resourceful and smart girl. I can tell from her love making. And Miki is working hard chopping papaya at the food stall. I get regular updates, she just texted me, with photos and videos.

There is no doubt that Snoopy felt betrayed, terribly hurt and confused when she found out I had arrived 2 days earlier. However, that detail is just one aspect of a spectacular 12 hours that will go down in the history of love making kept by the Gods, and even with all the pain Snoopy had to endure, she has not forgotten what else transpired in those unforgettable hours. Why do you think she did not block me on Insta? She could easy block me, but she lets me follow her. She reads my texts. She knows I like her so much. She knows I'm good. But she is just afraid and confused I may be bad too. She said she does not know who is who? If only she would let me explain everything to her. I would treat her so good this time. How I regret what I did to her. My heart is heavy with pain when I think about it.

A member of this forum has approached Snoopy with an offer for freelance. She has not replied. There is no doubt whatsoever that Snoopy is just a girl working a normal job, she is not a freelancer, and she is not a sex worker. My preference is for non-professional girls who work normal jobs. Snoopy was one of these amazing girls. I thank the universe for the time we had together. It was an unforgettable time and will never be forgotten. By both of us. Even now, after Snoopy thinks I betrayed her, she unfollowed me on Insta...but she does let me follow her. She did not block me, and she still reads my texts. Even if she does not reply. Deep down, she still cares for me. If she wanted to, she could just block me altogether on Insta. But she does not. Because she knows that is how I communicate with her. Do you see the incredible importance of this small mercy?

First chapter: Destroy the mini bar deposit receipt. I actually had it in my hand and was about to bin it. Then I thought, "what the hell". Funny how decisions like this can affect your life, destiny and future. Anyway, of course it's great to have sex, and I was amazed how easy it was to meet non-professional girls. I mean relatively speaking, of course I may have had 100 texts that were not responded to, but the inbox is full with willing replies. It's not hard. You just have to do things and if you have to fly to Bangkok, so be it. Ultimately you're as good as the girl you're with, the sex is as good as the girl that's there. Sex with Snoopy was amazing because she was good, she was keen, she was eager, she participated, she put in effort. She even started sex herself "You want?" "You want?". That girl was absolutely amazing. I'm still cursing myself that I screwed it up with Snoopy so fast by unbelievable carelessness. But yes, for a 53 year old Farang it's not that difficult to meet 24 year old girls and have a great time. God bless Thailand.

It was not imagination. It was not just sex. We lay there in bed, joking, laughing, looking into each other's eyes.The chemistry was real and obvious. And her kissing, my God, the deep, passionate kissing. Even now, I remember it. Snoopy could have been a contender. If I had not screwed it up.

Cold and calculating is definitely part of my experience. I threw her out in a very brutal and humiliating manner. I am hoping this will act as a deterrent to her contemplating something like this again. Ultimately, I do realise it's an uphill battle.

I certainly did consider this. However, there are accounts of some where it did work, and it became better than before. I'll give it a shot, though I am deeply aware of the unlikelihood of success.

Well, I've just had a week of non-stop sex, where one girl was absolutely clear that there was chemistry that was off the charts. More than ten times a night does not just happen, all I had to do was look in her eyes to see she was completely taken in every way. Snoopy and I had a very intimate and deep chemistry. So, sorry, but there are more things in heaven and earth than you appear able to imagine.

What's your reason for this?

I really don't worry about whether it's "true love". After the betrayal by Miki and having thrown her out, obviously I was going through a few days of loneliness, having been used to her for over a year. Going together everywhere. It was a major shock for me when out of the blue this disappeared, in the blink of an eye. So then, I decided just sitting around and not doing much was not the best option. I wanted to see if, at 53, I would be able to consistently attract and bring 24 year old girls into my life. That is of course the first step. To meet up and get to know the person as much as possible. Thankfully, that appeared to work very well, and I was getting a good number of replies and found that meeting up with 24 year old women is not at all the problem it is made out to be. Not saying it is easy, does not cost anything in time or money, but clearly, if I can do it, many guys can do it. It is possible. So, after qualifying the candidates and meeting up with those who looked appealing then it became a matter of knowing the girl more deeply, what is she really like in terms of character? Is there chemistry? Is there a chance for a long term rel? Before all this, when I was with Miki I was stunned how even after a year, this state of love that is supposed to appear, did not appear, I held back saying "I love you", or anything like this, as I wanted to see if SHE felt it, and she would say it. But it never came. And it may have never come because I held back and did not make clear I loved her, though I of course had started to develop feelings for her after a year. Anyway, she blew up our relationship in the most underhand, hurtful and spectacular manner. I feel very uncomfortable taking her back, and like I said it may be that another girl would have been a better option, but before "true love" you first have to have love at all. Before that, a relationship. Before that a meet up. These things take time and go step by step.

Firstly it's not mogering, these girls are all just looking for a long term rel, they're not professionals. Secondly I was making a very serious point. I chose to give Miki another chance. However, I 'm obviously aware that the obstacles to it working are huge. Whereas it would have worked much easier with Snoopy, if I had seen her first. Even though Snoopy is reading my messages again, it's now almost impossible to come back from her feeling she was "cheated" on. It's a real tragedy.

When I compare these three women, the interesting comparison is between Miki and Snoopy, as Pang was clearly the most undesirable. Miki is more attractive by some margin, even if Snoopy is a good looking girl. However, Snoopy has her life in order, she works hard, bought a condo, is upfront with her demands. She speaks her mind. Whereas Miki does not like to talk, she prefers to avoid conflict. Not so Snoopy, you can count on her to say what she thinks. Snoopy was also sexually more able, far more intimate physically and passionate. This may all be affected by her hard rejection, everyone knows this affects your desires. But I can't help thinking it was a great tragedy not to see Snoopy first. Perhaps she was the better option.

When I look at her in the sharp light of day, she is very caring, very kind, a lot of fun, open to adventure, sharp, and of course there's the extremely long hair, beauty, tall slender figure. She did massage me every single day as well. However, I would be lying if I would say she is the full package. She has fallen short in many areas, but mostly things she refuses to do. Obviously, taking her back is a 80 to 90% ride to guaranteed hell. Whether she will do the things that need to be done to have a healthy relationship, I have great doubts she will. When I ask her if I can trust her now, she says "yes", she sends updates every 30 to 60 minutes, with photos and videos. But it will take more than that. She has still not been fully honest with me, I suspect. Not getting younger, true, however, I hope I have given men who read this thread hope. Even if you are in your early 50s you can have a new 24 year old every day or 3 days. Provided you have the face, resources and love women, I know for a fact this is possible. Getting a young girl and having sex is not "easy", whilst I get a lot of responses, I send out way more messages that lead to nothing, and you do of course have the bad experiences like Pang recently. However, even as a man in his 50s it is easy to get a young girl, have sex with non-professionals and to meet a girl every day or 3 days. This is clearly not impossible. It just requires effort, face, resources, but is perfectly possible. So I am not reallly afraid if Snoopy never replies, if Miki were not to come back, I know I can find another girl quite easily. Even finding a quality girl is not that hard. Out of the three Snoopy was a quality girl and if things really were to go south, I have no doubt I could find a very suitable girl to be with.

To anybody. She's a bona fide 9. I showed her pic to another forum member, and they agreed. It's not just that she's almost 1.70m tall, she's got that slim build and an unusually pleasing face.

My problem is I caught serious feels for her. Obviously she's not pefect. But she is a 9. She is fun, sweet and very cute. Unfortunately, because she is a 9 and sees herself as a bit of a superstar, in her eyes I'm not a top choice. Hence my first thread back then, when I noticed she was not physicalyl affectionate. My instincts were correct, she really was not into me. I was making excuses for her back then too, saying it was her upbringing, being raised by her grandmother. That played a part no doubt, but a much great one was that she did no see me as a top choice for her. I was good, but she thought she could do better. The tragedy was, when I found a girl that was really into me, absolutely keen on a long term rel with me, and physically affectionate way off the charts, Snoopy really was above and beyond in physical affection, I had spent the previous day making up with Miki. She agreed to come back. So I was careless with Snoopy and not on my best because I thought Snoopy was not as good a choice as Miki. This may have been a mistake, looking back. I should have met with Snoopy first. However, Snoopy was also not perfect. Apart from not being a 9, a good 7, her skin issue, her demand for 10000 at the start was a massive red flag. Her snooping through my papers and her intransigent and direct demands did not fill me with good thoughts. Before she found the deposit receipt I merely wanted to have fun with Snoopy as I thought Miki was a better option. However, given what happened with her, and how Snoopy was way more attracted to me, in hindsight, this may have been a mistake. No windup, sadly. All true.

Day 3 Jing Jai, Waterfalls and High Drama So Pang again sleeps until 12, though I told her to get up on time. I wanted to take her to Jing Jai market. So I have to go wake her up at 12. We make it to Jing Jai and unbelievable a car leaves just in front of the market so I actually get parking. Good start. Pang is starving so we hit the food court. I get thai coconut pancakes and she gets delicious egg noodles. Round two is the best Pizza in Chiang Mai, from Pizza Station. Bizarrely she doesn't like it. Pizza Station is in Mae Rim, google it, oustanding Pizza, Thai guy who learnt his craft in Australia. Anyway, so we walk around a bit, the vibes are superb. Pang does not want or buy anything. However, she did want to see a waterfall. So I take her to the nearest one. Again, unbelievably I get excellent parking. The waterfall is beautiful and we lie down and look at the sky and trees, just relaxing. Pang is happy and relaxed. At the end we jump over the waterfalls together, laugh and high five. Pang is hungry again. So I drive to the nearby Maya mall and hit the food court. To my dismay the Chinese hamburger stand moved. I take beef bulgogi instead. When I ask for soy sauce, there is none. I see the stall next door has some. I am about to take some as the lady loudly comes at me "No, no, have to buy here". Wow. That's a first. Anyway, the bulgogi is delicious, mango sticky rice after, the world is fine again. Pang gets the most expensive shrimp salad in the whole food court. We decide to walk around Maya mall a bit. Pang says she wants some earrings. I head for the 39 baht earring stall, but it's not Pang's first rodeo, "no, these make problems on my ears, I can only use silver". We find a stand that sells real silver earings. 150 baht, okay why not. She wants to get two, I say one. She wants to get the most expensive one at double the price, I baulk. So 150 baht, we're both happy. We go down to look for the Chinese hamburger lady, get two Chinese hamburgers and Pang has to pay as my phone dies and I forgot the powerbank at home. She does so with no issues. We get back home and chill with Netflix. Well, I do, Pang is no fan of K drama. She says she wants to go to 711 to get some beer. We do that. She buys four beers. Drinks beer after beer. I realise Pang has a real drinking issue. She goes to the bedroom. I think she is waiting for me, but I don't want to go. I watch My Mister on Netflix. Then Miki texts we could do a phone call later. Until now I was able to pull it off by going to another room. I have a huge house, so it's fine to take a call clandestinely at times, neither the caller nor the house guest would even know of the other. However, with Pang in my bedroom I am concerned she will come down in the middle of the call and Miki will be unpleasantly surprised. At this point I've written Pang off. I've even booked her return flight already. She would never, EVER, be rel material. She was very pleasant and understanding though. I know she will be upset, but I want to make sure the call with Miki does not lead to a break up due to Pang walking down. So I go to Pang, I told her my Ex wants to do a phone call, if she could be so kind to not make sounds and not come down for 30 minutes. She is visibly emotionally crushed. She starts crying quietly. She says "I can leave to a hotel". I said don't be silly, just stay here, I hug her and try to calm her down. She says "Ok". I go down. Sure enough, Pang starts stomping around loudly upstairs. She comes down the stairs, when I told her not to and I'd be on a call. Good thing the call did not take place. Pang asks if she can talk to me. I say "sure". She says she wants to go to a hotel. I ask why. She says crying "Look, I have a child", circling her hand around her uterus and vagina "I need something real too". I implore her not to leave, that it's midnight and I will drive her to the airport in the morning. She called a Bolt and bolts out of my house in the middle of the night. After thinking it through, I walk after her. This girl is drunk and leaving at midnight, I have no idea where she's going. I feel responsible. I catch up with her at the guard house of the mooban. The three security guards are there. She is talking to them. I ask her to come to me, to talk, a bit further away from the security guards. She doesn't come at first, but talks to the guard. Then she finally comes to me. I ask her where she intends to go. She says "I tell you everything, but you not get mad". "I have friend, he help me, I go there". I ask "A Farang?". She looks at me guilty and says nothing. I am now disgusted and just walk home. While she was in my bedroom, she'd hit up one of her 5000 farang friends on Facebook, one of whom must have been in Chiang Mai. After I told her my ex would call and if she could be quiet, she understood I'm not interested long term. So she decided to leave and spend the night with another guy. As I walk away she screams "You make me feel bad" in her drunken stupor. I am so embarassed, I have a good relationship with the guards, now they think I don't treat Thai women right. A very poor end to Pang's visit. I get a text where she says I should take care. I reply, enjoy fornicating with your new Farang.

Day 2 Noodles , market and Vietnamese Morning comes and there is no sex on the menu again. I go do down for my morning run and make St Etoile roll with scrambled eggs and Chinese sausage. At 1 pm Pang emerges and is ravenous with hunger. She wants noodles. So there's only place, Je Hua. They have not only the best noodles and gyoza in town but the added benefit of being extremely cheap. Yesterday's outlay was monstrous, considering the returns. We arrive at Je Hua and she orders not just noodles but a plate of shrimp gyoza she can never finish on her own. I noticed this with Snoopy too, when they give it up, they make sure to order as much as they want, they want something in return. It's fine though, because the gyoza are in fact delicious and the bill is only 300 baht, one can hardly complain. Next stop, Caramellow for coffee and cake. The espresso con panna is so bad it's undrinkable. The Basque cheese cake on brownie base is fresh but unremarkable. Nice atmossphere though. She only has an expensive drink, nothing to eat. We had back home. Time to nap again. However, this time Pang goes into full carnal desire mode and things do get better at least on this front. She wants to see a night market so I take there, but there's too much food for her liking, she wanted fashion and clothes, her idea was shopping and it's not satisfied, though she did get some underwear. So instead she wants to go to a restaurant. I take her to a Vietnamese place. She ordered, of course, the most expensive dish, Snakefish. Again, it's fine, the fish is delicious, the vibes are good and there's a Tops nearby so I can stock up on supplies. She makes sure to get a beer. After we head home I just want to relax, but Pang is buzzed up on beer. She says she wants to go to 711 to get more beer. So that's what we do. Needles to say the night is eventful, 3 times I think. At the end Pang starts talking and I understand why her big smile seems so sad. She got pregnant at 19. So she had to give up her univsersity studies. Father had a great job but too much work and was never around, so she divorced him. She met an American lawyer of 32 years old. He gave her 250,000 baht and asked her to come to the US. She refused as she did not want to raise the baby outside Thailand and offered to give some of the money back. The American refused. She then hooked up with a French waiter. He was a pothead and smoked all the time, which she did not like and discouraged. After he left to Melbourne he sent her 25000 for three months. Then cheated on her, she found out 2 months ago. She says she works so hard now for 600 baht a day, she gets about 14000 baht a month. But because she always gives money to the parents for her childcare, and to friends, she has not enough left to pay her 5000 baht room fee at the end of the month. She owes 2500 this month. She starts crying. I feel very sorry for her and her life, but have no intention to pay her 2500 for her room.

Day 1 Pang Arrives After that video call when Pang picked up in bed and said she had 3 days holidays to kill and then agreed to fly over I was expecting a fun and quirky girl, like her pictures and her huge smile seemed to portray. When I saw her at the airport, with no luggage at all, she was smiling, but dressed conservatively and I could tell there was something wrong beneath her smile. It was a huge smile, but it was not genuine. In the car she asked about my marital status and then blurted out she was married before and had a 5 year old kid. Nothing in the profile about it, and she never mentioned it in text or phone conversations previously. Mostly annoyed at myself for not asking her directly before the meet about this I realised this was going to be purely a fun 3 days, and a long term rel would never happen. Lesson learned. We went straight to Central, as she flew in straight after our first phone call and stayed at a girlfriend and had no clothes. I said, fly without anything I'll buy you a dress. She had nothing in fact. So off we went to buy a tooth brush, toiletries and also 3 items of clothes from H&M. After some food and drink we drove back. Already 1900 Baht down, excluding flight. Because the flight was 9 am we are both extremely tired. We decide to nap. And literally nap is all that's on the menu. Disappointing, but I was too tired myself. Hunger woke us up. I took her to a Japanese restaurant. She ordered an extra dish, squid stir-fried in butter, which she did not eat. Still an excellent meal, 800 baht down but feeling a lot better she has a desire to see more of the city. So I take her to Nimman. It's evening by now, so all the markets are in full swing. She loves the vibe and we walk around a while taking it all in. Finally I take her to Saruda pastry, for some high class patisserie. Now the smile starts to seem more genuine. 700 Baht, but superb desserts and cocktails. Inadvertently we stumble onto a little wonderland, a glitzy pink craft fair, food stall and bar set up. She wants to have beers there, not at the rooftop bar she wanted to go earlier. So she orders a beer and we sit down. She is on her phone literally all the time, it's starting to look embarassing. But I don't really care, this girl is not for a long rel, let her have fun. Finally we decide to go back. In bed I notice Pang has a strange body composition. Not the lean build of Miki with hardly an ounce of body fat, or the athletic build of Snoopy again with almost no body fat. This girl, Pang, seems slim, but she has curves, breasts and booty and when you press her arm, you notice a definite layer of fat, bouncy skin. Her skin is not as firm and does not feel as young as the other girls, though she is the same age. Must be motherhood. Coupled with an unusually hideous Caesarian scar, the attractive Pang is getting somewhat less attractive. Still, she's finally friendly in bed and things go as nature demands. Afterwards we try to catch up on sleep. No 10 times here.

These are not proper jobs, she's just being used by the family for labour. I actually asked her if her mother paid her. She said "No". Same with the aunt, she gave her once 500 baht, and she's working every day all day. She's trying to make up for breaching trust, so she sends photos and videos all morning, during day and night when she's at the food stall. When she goes to visit relatives or goes to a temple fair with the mother, it's all videos and photos and constant texts all day long. She's trying to make up. Because she knows my trust is now low and fragile. I pressed her yesterday what the real reason is she doesn't want to come home earlier. She said she just wants to spend time with family. So when I challenger her, saying the story you had to learn dress making again was just made up, she says "noooo, I still do that every day". Bottom line, she's enjoying spending time with family. The aunt and mother have two kids in the house, so she's always playing with them, buying them toys. She works very hard in the food stall, and in the day helping the aunt. So she feels very useful and appreciated. When she was with me I didn't want to be controlling, or tell her what to do. Net result was she was watching Youtube and playing on her phone all day. I think that got boring for her, she did not feel useful. I have to work during the day, I work from home, so we were in the same house all day every day. It's not a good situation. When she comes back I will make sure she is kept busy with things other than Youtube and Tik Tok. I am pretty sure her boredom contributed to what happened. Indeed she was on her phone literally in front of me. I would check the phone at the beginning, there was nothing. I would always step up to the phone and check what she was doing ,never caught her doing anything. But with online dating and modern phones, you can't be sure they won't secretly be texting guys. If they want to cheat, they will cheat, one way or the other, I was just saying you can minimize opportunity. But if they're determined, you can't stop it. She actually said that she only texted this guy one day before meeting in Bangkok when she was in Roi Et. But I don't believe that. To plan something like that, she had to have been in contact several days, possibly weeks prior to the meeting.