I'll assume that you are referring to me 😊 I don't ever forget what I write, as it's the truth. Ask me about anything. The problem is that you are so upset and envious, that you fabricate stories to help yourself to feel better. You extrapolate being friendly to cheating, without any evidence at all. Whereas, I hold you to what you actually state. You state that you provide to your 'real girlfriend' and I have asked "how much?" If you want to know if I cheat or give money to my partners, you might simply ask. Why is it that you waffle and rant on for paragraphs, whilst failing to reply to such a straightforward question? Are you afraid the truth will burst the bubble of your claim of having a 'real girlfriend'? Why dod you need to frame the entirely natural situation of real compatibility, above money, as "using women"? It's you who appears envious. Why would I be envious of being stuck in the middle of nowhere, with no escape, paying out for companionship? Are you a miserable expat?