It's not that I haven't enjoyed riding  my motorcycle for over 70,000 kilometers.  it's just that I can no longer  stand to look at the heaps of roadside plastic, open dumping, and abandoned soi dogs everywhere I go. I live in a spotless Moo Baan in Hua Hin but  that all end the second I leave the gate. For me all this litter has really sucked the charm out of Thailand along with a piece of my soul. For now I will use the car and drive way faster in an attempt to no see the reality of where I call home.

That's the most unlogical and weird thing I ever heard as an argument to stop driving a bike in Thailand. Seems you have mental issues. Like you wouldn't see it in a car.

Your right, it suck just as bad looking at it from the car.

Maybe move instead

I would understand if you said "The risk is not worth the joy/pleasure anymore, therefor I decided to quit riding motorbikes on thai roads".