99% sure that whats being passed off as Molly here is not actually Molly. I've experimented here and the taste is off. When you do Molly it's exactly as you describe, social, uplifting and just feels pharmaceutical...and it has that bitter licorice taste to it, especially if Saffrole was used in the synth. You're clear-headed and there's none of that 'dirty' feeling with it. I've had true Molly twice in my life between the years of 2000 and now.
As westerners our sense and ability to be able to handle drugs is very different than locals. These guys can't hold their dope for anything. This is like one of the only places and times in my life Ive ever heard of people being hospitalized for smoking weed.
Glad you made it through tough times. I was much the same. ????