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Well at least you experienced it. How is it when you think back at it? I regretted every day I did let go on one in my earlier days, but I was young and egoistic. This time Im in for it as long it lasts, and hopefully she is to, which I believe

Then you know nothing about evolving together and grow, same as things in the bedroom also evolve with the feelings for each other. Takes two, and it takes a bit chemistry and work, and willing to do the work. But I expect no understanding from those who have not experienced themselves. Waking up and feel in love and be loved is great even it sometimes feels like this is it, and turn it back to day one again just by a smile, and both accept they are wrong and better than this. Sounds cliche, but it is possible if both is willing to meet on neutral ground.

It was withan question mark, I had my 19 years experience, and done with it at 36.

I identify as a 19 year old man syndrom who take no responsibility?

No, you hire her parents to work for the money, and you only managing ????

I think we all have experiences as we many times have discussed before, but we need to sit back sometimes and move on. Not everything in my past is sunny and shining, but it gave me experiences where I could move on and try to improve as best I could. Maybe thats why I appreciate life so much now after 50, and see those as my best years ever. It took awhile to get there, and Im trying my best to maintain what I have now as long I can, without trying to hard.

Is being provided for in a relationship salery? You take care of her, and she take care of you? A realationship is give and take, not necessery to make it anything else than that by dragging every one and each down in the mud because that is you solely experience

I think most looking for happiness, and feel complete whatever that means to each and one

It gave you a experience, right? An experience you could grow on, and continue knowing something you did not know from before. We are a product of our experiences to continue to grow and make new choices and new experiences

The purpose of life is exactly what you want it to be. Up to you

Not to forget having a purpose to live for, as well feeling contributing to someone who give me stability in life and a meaning to wake up every morning. As long you believe in something thats good, well I guess it does give a purpose and meaning.

Is that your excuse ? ???? At least I had a good go when I was younger, and can now enjoy a good simple life in Thailand with one woman, and feel appreciated for what I learned during my life. No more chasing adventures or continuously new experiences with women. Cheap decent quality life growing and breading what I eat, and have time to focus on us, not next high of something substitute for feeling alive.

At least you get enough hours of sleep, but still, stress is toxic, and negative stress can lead to anxiety and depression. Often temporary but it could be a good investment in talking to some professional. Sleeping aid do nothing for the cause of it, and also might delay your struggle with anxiety. If your work is challenging, then it can help to put more focus and prepare more for what you find challenging. Anyway, a professional can help you to understand simple things, tick some boxes, and give you some tools. Often it just helps to talk about it, and often the start of healing.

How many hours do you sleep?

Not everything is black and white! In toxic families yes, and thats why you need to know their families, before engaging in seriously relationships with the women! By knowing her siblings and parents, as aunties and uncles, you will most likely know your future in the family.

Anything about your lifestyle you could change? Diet, drinks, eat late, sleep pattern and exercise? Age relatet, racing thoughts?

There is a brilliant method to stop thoughts thats worrying you. Basically you imagine you are travelling, and follow a story and trail you know very well. It is a pleasant distraction from you thoughts when going to bed, or wake up in the night. Good luck

think about things that really doesnt matter. There is more important things to get a grip on, than if, what, or when when you are not in controll of those matters.

There is many variables that counts in, and no, not everything is black and white.

First of all, why do you feel you have to help? You will meet many who need help in Thailand over the years who you have no connection with, and you will learn to walk away even you feel bad about it.

Evidence where a younger woman is the care taker of an alcholic with low pention? I guess you have seen many toxic relationships as me, and also read some other men explain their view on the women they meet, and stay with. Barely support means they do not contribute to her or her family which is for many families is necessery. If you lived here long enough, you know kids support their parents, not only those who is married or living with a foreigner.

There is many reasons younger women search out older men, and sure, it can be fun in the beginning, but long lasting love, well that involves alot more than money. Not saying many girls is better off with older men, or her parents who often ar younger than the man, but, there is always som face to cover up. Anyway, not for me, and thats my take on it.

and alot of thai girls ending up caring for an older man, who barealy suppurt them. Ref many statements here on this fora. Nothing is carved in stone why people make those choices, where they ending up giving for almost nothing in return.

Then you are back to basics, what a woman needs in life, and when one level is reached, she attempts the next, same as men, but slightly different. a feminine perspective on Maslow's hierarchy of needs https://www.kategilbertstudio.com/blog/2013/3/11/a-feminine-perspective-on-maslows-hierarchy-of-needs.html