No. You are not a "guest" in Thailand.
For as long as you think that way your mindset is conditioned.
Immigration/RTP like to project that thought.
And no, you didn't "foolishly return".
You must have made a rational decision to return.
Try to be an individual.
No. Grumpy grandpas are your way of dealing with others.
Keep your muzzle if need be. You are certainly not leading by example.????????