Most relationships are based on personality. For me its 50%. Then face 25%. Body next.
10yo Isaan girls don't look anything like 30yo Isaan women.
10yo western girls tend to look like boys more than girls. The western diet is breeding these butch types.
So I would say that a 30yo Isaan woman looks nothing like a 10yo western girl. The face is different. The body is different. The personality is different.
I think you have issues yourself. Go see a doctor.