I tried to stop a few days ago, the pain was unbearable, what was worse was my mental state, irritable, my body would not relax which again was unbearable, I could not sleep just pace around the house, I was very scared and could not imagine having to cope with it anymore, I took 2 tablets, the pain and my mental state soon returned to normal, it's not fair on my gf having to see me like that, I'm sure she is scared and scared for me.
If I can't do this on my own without the pain and mental side of it I will just carry on taking the Tramadol, I've been taking them for approx 4 years with no side effects other than Constipation which I deal with.
I have not got the will power to cope with the withdrawel.
I am going to reduce the tablets and hope I can get through this virtually pain free.
If I'm honest I can't see how I am going to get Tramadol free but I will try my best.
I wish I could afford professional help which I wouldn't be able to afford, I am certain my insurance company would not pay.
What a mess I've got myself into, never thought it would happen to me.