WHy is every day a blessing? It might be something in your mind which tells you so, however what in real? You can compare with others and think then you are blessed.
Still is that so?
For instance, Michael Jackson, man of the world , master of pop, adored, master of entertainment. You would think , he was blessed. But nope not in his mind.
When are you blessed then?
Now getting older, being afraid of the reaper? No idea if I really want to get old and maybe my blessing is, to meet the reaper.
Now getting older, I dont care that much and after al dead is dead and thats it.
I have noticed, I changed in point of view from younger periods.
Think now sometimes, wtf was I born human. Being an albatros would be way better.
Flying around on a wingspan of 3 meters all over the world, with just merely one thing on mind, food sometimes.