Do please demonstrate where "many of my opinions have changed". It appears that you may be suffering from some kind of mental illness, whereupon you create completely fictitious statements, attributing them to others. So, who has killed more civilians, IDF or HAMAS? Let's see your criticism of Israel. How many civilians were there on October 7th? Do you know? When I was last there, there were people wearing civvies and carrying rifles. When were you last there? Lastly, the donations were in support of the Palestinians, no mention of HAMAS. You might wish to seek therapy for your anger issue.