Maybe less fun back home also - as you will be same age back home as here.
You've just passes into a new phase of life which can evoke 'mourning'...more so in west I'd say. I'd love to have my clubbing days back here and date lower 20s chix.
Still a possibility in Thailand on both fronts...never see over 35s much even maybe in UK nightclubs..not sure...
Grass is always greener syndrome.
I had to go back in west due to family reasons and see both pluses minuses here.
Fresh air, Autumn, less brutal summers etc etc....higher overheads ad just generally costly. Luckily no mortgage or rent overheads for me while here.