i got bored of cm and moved and started traveling. i ended up living mostly in vietnam, cambodia and bangkok. in pattaya now. i liked chiang mai for over 5 years, but in the end there was just not anything new to do.
i was just sitting there, had a great villa with a garden and koi pond, but i was going out to the same places each time. i started thinking is this it, what now?
unless i started a family or got married, which i never met someone to go that route with, i could not see a bright future there building an evolving life. it felt like i was waiting for something that never arrived and just kept getting pushed into the future...