Well, I would recommend Alcoholics Anonymous, but you don't sound like you've hit bottom yet. I interpret your post as blaming others for "making" you drink. I don't care how much you spend on rehab programs, you aren't likely to achieve long-term sobriety until you accept that you drank because you're an alcoholic. In other words, I think you want to be reassured that alcoholism is not your problem. Anyway, according to Tradition Three, anyone who wants to stop drinking can be a member of Alcoholics Anonymous Go to a couple of meetings. They don't force you to join. Some groups are not for everybody; the first meeting I went to was a disaster. Don't be put off by the "God Thing." It's not really necessary.