I am a girl from Beijing, China,24 years old. i worked in thailand for 20 months. and my bf is from australia. he is 47 years old. and married. he has 4 kids. but he and his wife is in seperation according to what he said. we are bf and gf for two years. we knew each other online 3 years ago, then we chat everyday, i felt like i found the other me in the world. we are so similar people. i didnt expect that i would fall in love with him as he is 20 years older than me. yea, but it happened. i think he is the most perfect man i have known . he has a stable job, and does some charity work everyyear in poor country. i love his heart. he flied to thailand to see me twice a year. we went travelling in different places in thailand. it is like he already became my whole life. i think i want to marry him dispite of the age difference. maybe it is just a number like some people said. i talked to him about where this relationship is going this week cos it is been 2 years.. and i said to him that i was afriad to ask him this question about marriage, cos if i ask, i may lose him. but if i dont ask, then i may regret it the rest of my life. then he said that we still have a lot of time to talk about this in the future. then i feel like he is getting farther away from me. cos we usually talk everyday. after that thing, he is always busy and rarely online this week.

am i losing him? what am i supposed to do now? does he really love me?

i may sound crazy to you guys, yea, but that is my story . i never really wanted to get involved in other people's family. but it happened this way. i have a decent job, and i am an attractive girl. i feel really bad now, i am afraid of losing him in my life.

please give me some advice

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Once a cheater always a cheater. If he is willing to do it to his wife and kids he will certainly have no qualms doing it to you

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