I'm taking it you're later in life if you've been here 50+years. I'm 68, traveled a lot due to my Navy time and civilian work time. But, I'll tell you that you cannot go home and expect how it was when you left. I grew up in Friendswood, Texas. I recently went there to help my sister with our mother's affairs. I didn't even recognize the town that at one time only had one tarred road. My wife and I now have a house in New Bern, NC (why, I don't know). Every time we go back, I feel a little more distanced from that community. I would advise you go home for a month or two and see if you really like what's going on back in the USA. I love America, but I feel more unburdened here in Thailand. I wish you all the best in your decision, it truly must be a tough one!
