Why suicide has been mentioned , top yourself if you so wish but a gun , why leave a mess for someone else to live with for the rest of their days .
A very good friend many years ago had his demons catch up with him , 4 of us went overland , 15 countries in 15 weeks to Australia 1970. Any problems on the way he kept his cool. A year later end of 1971 he went to work , cleared everything on his desk left a note in his pocket for his folks , he also took a rope to work ,after saying goodbye left work drove to Epping Forest and hung himself. The date of his death could be wrong but the event never goes away.