I would take myself in hand if I was you and not think too much about the consequences of what happens when you come back on stream on the forum!
You may have to wipe the slate clean if your (e)missions have been over productive!
Being the modest person that I am I tend to just use a single tissue rather than a hole box!
But I am sure you can all come back with more hand or heart-warming anecdotes!
We are all entitled to our own opinions.
You have made your extreme views known, which I disagree with!
Therefore, this is the end of my "discussion" with you on this subject!
Since you obviously have access to the contents of the laptop and can vouch for it's authenticity how about sharing some of it here so we can join into an informed discussion about facts and not speculation and inuendo!