You have already started to see the reality of the situation and of her, keep focused on that and the "truly love"part will dissolve away.

What you will feel loss for will not be the relationship you had but the relationship you thought you had/wanted to have. Just keep that difference straight in your mind.

I think you are already over the actual woman. What you are grieving for, in advance, is the loss of the dream.

snipped for brevity.

Sheryl, I do believe you care

Good words from a warm hearted woman.

And in response to you. Yes a small minority of vendors have a really good business, but most can only dream about 20,000 Baht profit per month

And most businesses fail. I still believe his point was pretty clear.