Integrate, yes. Change, no. I live in a golden age where I could choose basically any place on the planet to visit, or live in. I have been in many places, some good, most a lot worse. In the end, I have chosen this place, Thailand, because it fulfills my inherent needs, spritually, emotionally, socially, the most. I feel at home as much as somebody like me can feel at home anywhere. Therefore, I actually do not want it to change, or be changed. Unluckily, time does its thing all by itself, but I definitely will not hurry it along myself.