save the frogs

yes routine is important. especially if you want to stay in shape. maybe you can be less rigid on weekends. sometimes it's good to do something spontaneous without planning.

I have the same problem. I am afraid I will drive myself crazy one day with all the thoughts racing through my mind, if I'm not already crazy. I am falling in love with a girl on Youtube at the moment because of her voice. It's soothing and calming. It's very earthy, grounding. Hard to describe. But it soothes my nervous system as I am a very nervous person. So a "soothing calming presence" is a big thing for me. I don't need more intellectual stimulation from a woman as my mind is already overly active.

Isn't Lada a Slovakian name? Well I'm not dumb but I can't understand why she talked like a woman but walked like a man oh my La-da Leaving wallet on night table = rookie mistake that many a poster on here has made but may be reluctant to admit

are you on good terms with the landlord? can you explain to them your situation to elicit some sympathy? can you work with them to help find someone to replace you? ie put some ads, etc....

frienemies perhaps

GG ... Green Goblin. Your threads all have a whiff of intellectual snobbery.

exercise / sunshine / being in nature there are some vitamin deficiencies which may affect depression. vitamin B12? not sure. you can try googling it. why do children cry? to clear out the negative emotions so they don't build up maybe? so maybe you can listen to music that makes you cry. or maybe listen to uplifting music. try singing too. singing raise my mood. i try to sing at least 1 or 2 songs daily. watch standup comedy videos. or just think as depression as something cool and normal and live with it, as long as it doesn't affect your life too much. who says we're meant to be happy 24/7? maybe being depressed often is actually quite normal.

there was a girl on my radar once who was doing a phd. nothing sexier than a girl in a lab coat. Joan was quizzical, studied pataphysicalScience in the homeLate nights all alone with a test-tube, ohh uh oh oh

I DO have a problem. And I am aware. But if I stop posting incessantly, the problem won't go away. Ok, I have another question. Does posting on forums have any psychological impact on a person? Is posting online therapeutic to some extent? Sometimes it can be because you vent your frustrations? You know like there was a theory that keeping a journal can be therapeutic ... so is posting online similar? although not quite as personal as a journal.

due to circumstances, ive had too much free time lately.

and how do you propose doing that when there are dozens if not hundreds of incidents throughout our lives, not to mention daily news that causes this repressed anger?

Too much Aseannow and crap on TikTok, yes absolutely Just look at posters with over 10,000 posts on here.

not yet. consider yourself lucky. and now I leave with this .. Ode to Liquor Coward, monster, vicious bruteFriend to thief and prostitute.Heartless, Godless, hell's delightCrude by day and lewd by nightConscience dulled by demon rumLiquor, thy name'sDelirium

that's because you are higher up the food chain than the other guy.

eating makes everything better.

An AI therapist / shrink? Wow, never heard of that concept before.

alcohol brings out repressed anger. maybe 50% of murders involve alcohol? i don't get drunk anymore. and i don't hang out with drunk people.

the forum is better than fine. for one thing, there is sheryl giving free medical advice. these bums used the forum when they needed it and maybe even still are on the forum or read it. and then they go on other sites to badmouth. not to mention some of the stuff they're saying is probably slander.

Ok I will PM you.

so that's the reason you need "top of the line". to post MORE on here. bad news.

why do you need a "top of the line"? are you king henry the 8th? why would you expect a shop to sell you a "top of the line" at a crappy price? are you king henry the 8th?

speaking of jesus and wrestling, hulk hogan is preachin' it. but maybe it's because he's had a tough life? 70 yrs old and 25 surgeries. John 3:16

you never know what you're gonna get. -- Forrest Gump