Do you now?
First of all, even mentioning votes is rather sad -- both of you.
But, since you bring it up, let's look at the numbers.
You have nearly 9k posts, but only 8.6k in reaction points -- not even a 1 to 1 ratio.
Taking a look at your profile, you have amassed a grand total of 2 or 3 votes over the last 15 posts.
I suspect that you are the only poster here who holds you in high regard.
i would like to add, that I only very infrequently up or downvote anyone -- yourself included. I would rather respond directly.