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2 hours ago, OneMoreFarang said:

If you like more of the same, enjoy this:

 

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The movie was much better. Except for the scenes of Dorothy buying her eels from the wet market. They should have used 50mm Kodak technicolour with studio back lighting.

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5 hours ago, OneMoreFarang said:

The movie?

If there a movie based on that book?

Oops sorry OMF. I wasn't wearing my glasses and thought it was Dr Zheuss Green Eggs and Ham.

I'll have to look for it.

Edit. Found it for free on Google books. I'll start reading. Thanx

 

Not sure if the link will work...

https://books.google.com.au/books?id=ArpUDwAAQBAJ&pg=PT120&lpg=PT120&dq=roger+Critchley+the+long+winding+road+to+nakhon+nowhere&source=bl&ots=5-lUyPRh23&sig=ACfU3U0XS7UfieNT_YI9EIuL2kGo1Hxrhg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjh-7q7ioiCAxWpZmwGHYXTDowQ6AF6BAgYEAI#v=onepage&q=roger Critchley the long winding road to nakhon nowhere&f=false

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6 minutes ago, sipi said:

Found it for free on Google books. I'll start reading. Thanx

Roger will be disappointed that you didn't buy the book.

But then, I also didn't buy it. He gave me a signed copy. 😉 

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Just now, OneMoreFarang said:

Roger will be disappointed that you didn't buy the book.

But then, I also didn't buy it. He gave me a signed copy. 😉 

I've ordered one just now. It's compelling reading, I can't put it down. Google books just gives you a taste. Thanx again.

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4 hours ago, 2baht said:

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WITH a thankful sigh Philippa sank back on her heels, surveying the stacked boxes and paper sacks, quickly stifling an unanticipated stab of pain as she looked at what was after all the accumulation of sixty odd years of living. How little she had really known about her aunt, and all that was left of her now was the faded photograph album Philippa had decided to keep. She hadn’t wanted to come back to Garston, but she had been Jane Cromwell’s only living relative.

Getting to her feet and dusting down her jeans she bent to pick up one of Simon’s motorbike magazines. Her ten-year-old son was motorbike mad at the moment. Even from being quite small he had shown a decidedly mechanical turn of mind. At the moment it was fixed with equal concentration on motorbikes and computers.

Thinking of Simon made her glance at her watch and frown. It was gone five and she had told him to be back at four. She planned for them to have an early meal and then leave to go back to London. Where on earth was he? They had only been in Garston for a week but it was long enough for Simon, with his outgoing extrovert nature, to make friends. Several of them had called for him this morning. Unlike herself Simon made friends easily. There must still be people living in the village who remembered her, but apart from the vicar no one had come to call.

Of course her aunt had always kept herself very much to herself. Living as she did in what was virtually a ‘grace and favour’ house on the Garston estate, her isolation from the rest of the village had tended to set her apart from the villagers, just as it had set Philippa apart during those years when she lived with her aunt. It couldn’t have been easy for her, Philippa now recognised, to accept the responsibility of a fourteen-year-old girl, still shocked by the sudden death of her parents, and inclined to be rebellious and withdrawn because of it. Her father, Jane Cromwell’s cousin, had been a diplomat, and he and her mother had been killed during a terrorist raid whilst Philippa was at school in England.

Their death had brought many changes to Philippa’s life, not the least of which was the discovery that there was no longer enough money for her to continue at the exclusive girls’ school her parents had sent her to. Her father’s salary had been generous but it had died with him, leaving only the proceeds of two small insurance policies. Her aunt had been a teacher and during the last ten years of her career had had only one pupil—Edward Garston, because of which she had been gifted a lifetime’s occupation of the small cottage which became home to Philippa, and which stood just within the boundary of the Garston family’s estate. Once they had owned vast acres of Yorkshire, including the village named after the family, but gradually over the years their land had been eroded away with their wealth until all that was left was the house itself, the parkland it stood in and the home farm. And then further tragedy had struck. Edward Garston had been killed in a car accident and his inheritance passed to a cousin, Scott.

Philippa could remember the day Scott and his mother arrived at Garston quite vividly. Scott’s father had been the second son, the black sheep of the family and there was gossip in the village that his grandfather had sworn he would rather see the house and the estate pass to a stranger than go to his son’s child. Scott had been twenty to her fourteen when he first came to live at Garston. Away at Oxford most of the time, Philippa could remember catching brief glimpses of him during the holidays, when invariably he arrived riding a large and noisy motorbike, his arrival always increasing his grandfather’s already irrascible temper. Jeffrey Garston was a proud, and Philippa had sometimes thought, very lonely old man, very bitter in his resentment of Edward’s death at eighteen and of the cousin who had taken his place. Edward had been reputed to be brilliant and it was no secret in the area that Jeffrey Gaston had looked to his grandson to somehow recoup the family losses and restore Garston Hall to what it had once been. The Garston family fortune had been founded on coal and railways during the Victorian era, but now they were reduced to living on a rapidly dwindling income.

After what she had heard about the family Philippa had been rather surprised that Jeffrey Garston allowed his daughter-in-law and grandson to come and live with him, but he had done so and moreover seemed to be training Scott to take over what was left of the estate, because Philippa often saw him in the holidays working at the farm, or supervising the shoots which still took place in the autumn, when large parties of businessmen would descend on the Hall, and the narrow road that led past the cottage to it would be busy with large, expensive cars.

Where was Scott now? Philippa had only had one letter from her aunt after she left and that had simply told her that Jeffrey Garston had died and that Scott had shut up the house and left the area. That alone had surprised her. Scott had been almost obsessed by his plans to make the estate a viable commercial enterprise once more, and to restore his home to what it had once been. She had replied to her aunt’s letter, telling her about Simon’s birth, but there had been no further correspondence between them. A niece who bore an illegitimate child had been so far outside Jane Cromwell’s own rigid moral code that there was no question that there would ever be forgiveness or acceptance, and certainly never a welcome in her home for either Philippa or Simon. How dramatic and terrifying it had all seemed eleven years ago!

Philippa suppressed a faint sigh. Who would have dreamed then that now women would choose to bear their children alone without the support of the child’s father? Simon’s lack of a father didn’t even cause so much as a faintly raised eyebrow these days. Her own single-parent status was so commonplace that more than half of Simon’s friends at his London school also lived with only one of their parents. Eleven years ago when she discovered she was pregnant she had been terror-struck.

She grimaced as she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror hanging on the wall. How very young and naive she had been. Seventeen and as green as grass. Well, she had learned, and now at twenty-eight, she knew without false modesty that she was an intelligent and even shrewd woman, who had learned about life the hard way.

What she failed to recognise in her own reflection was the vulnerability of her softly curved mouth; the shadows that darkened her grey eyes, the hint of pain that still lingered beneath the cool outer shell of reserve in which she cloaked her true feelings.

Her hair had been short when she left Garston. Her aunt had insisted that it was tidier that way. Now she wore it up in a nest chignon in keeping with her image as the efficient secretary to Sir Nigel Barnes, the Chairman of Merrit Plastics, but once released from its imprisonment it curled halfway down her back in honey-gold waves, si

lky soft and so directly in contrast to Simon’s straight coal-black hair that people often did a double take when they were introduced as mother and son. Like his hair, Simon had inherited his height and breadth of shoulder from his father. At ten he looked closer to thirteen and was maturing quickly, too quickly, Philippa acknowledged, subduing the faint feeling of dismay she always felt when she contrasted Simon’s upbringing with her own. Children were not allowed to remain naive for very long at the large London school Simon attended; sometimes she felt he was growing up too fast.

‘Mm,’ Lara, her flatmate, agreed, sipping the coffee Maggie had made them both. ‘But girls of that age are prone to exaggeration, you know. Are you sure the situation’s as dire as she says? What does she say, exactly?’ she added curiously.

‘Read it for yourself.’ Maggie got up, and Lara watched thoughtfully as her flatmate walked over to the small table. Maggie never ceased to fascinate her, even now, after the length of time they had known one another. There was something very compelling about Maggie: a power she herself wasn’t aware she possessed, a warmth that drew people to her. That she was beautiful as well seemed to be another unfair advantage fate had handed her. When they first met almost ten years ago, Lara had felt envious of the tall, slender redhead with her creamy skin and mysterious dark green eyes. Her envy had not lasted long. Although they were roughly the same age, Maggie had had a maturity about her, a sadness which Lara felt instinctively but had never been allowed to penetrate, Maggie being a very private person. She still possessed that slightly melancholy-tinged mystery, that aura of having withdrawn slightly from the rest of the world to a secret and inviolate place.

Maggie picked up the letter and handed it to her. Lara read it out loud, dark eyebrows lifted in faint amusement. ‘“Come home quickly. Something terrible has happened and we need you.” Oh, come on, Maggie,’ she exclaimed wryly. ‘You surely aren’t taking this seriously? If there was really something wrong, someone would have been in touch with you…a telephone call…’

‘No,’ Maggie told her fiercely, her expression changing from its normal one of sweetness to an unfamiliar hardness that made Lara’s eyes widen slightly. She and Maggie had known one another ever since Maggie had first arrived in London and, despite her red hair, Maggie was one of the most placid and gentle people she had ever known. Which was perhaps why she had opted out of the aggressive and demanding world of art and instead used her talents to provide herself with an excellent living illustrating books.

‘But surely someone would have got in touch with you,’ Lara protested. ‘Some older, more responsible member of your family.’ She groped in her memory for more concise details of Maggie’s family and couldn’t find any. In fact, until the letters in that round, schoolgirlish hand had started arriving eight months ago, Maggie hadn’t had any contact with her family at all.

She never talked about them other than to say that her parents were dead and that until their death she had lived with them in the Scottish borders where her father taught at a small private school. After their death she had gone to live with her grandfather, and Lara had rather gathered from her silence on the subject that the relationship had not been a happy one and that that was why, when she had come to London, Maggie had cut herself free of all her family ties.

And yet, from the time of the receipt of that first letter, forwarded to her by the publishers, and the others which had come after it, Maggie had changed. Not discernibly perhaps to those who didn’t really know her, but the difference in her was obvious to Lara and she was intrigued by it.

What was it that lay in her friend’s past that caused that unmistakable aura of restless tension to possess her when the letters arrived? What was it that made the swift hunger fly to her face when she opened the letters, only to be quickly controlled, as though she was desperately afraid of it being observed?

Since the arrival of the letters, Lara had realised what it was about Maggie that set her so unmistakably apart from others. It was the protective cloak of withdrawal she wore at all times to distance herself from others; she was a part of their lives at the same time as she was refusing to allow them to enter anything more than the periphery of hers. Almost as though she was afraid of allowing anyone to get too close to her.

A result of her parents’ death, perhaps, which must have come as a traumatic shock for a sensitive child in her early teens. But Lara suspected there was more to it than that, although she was puzzled to know exactly what.

In another woman she might have ascribed the withdrawal to an unhappy love affair, but Maggie had been seventeen when she’d arrived in London, and since then the men-friends she’d had all been kept strictly at arm’s length.

‘I’ll have to go up there,’ Maggie told her, ignoring her question, her forehead pleating into a frown of concentration. ‘I don’t know how long I’m likely to be gone, Lara. I’ll make arrangements about paying my share of the mortgage etc. while I’m gone. I’ll have to get in touch with my agent…’

As she listened to her, it came to Lara that something deeply buried inside her friend was almost glad of the excuse to go home. While she talked, underneath the anxiety there was a light in her eyes that Lara had never seen before, and with startled perception she realised that she had never really seen Maggie herself before. It was as though the real Maggie had suddenly stepped out from behind the shadow-figure she had used as concealment.

‘You know…you look like someone who’s just been told they’re no longer an outcast from paradise,’ she told her softly.

Instantly Maggie’s expression changed. Wariness crept into her face, her body tensing, as though she was waiting for a blow to fall, Lara recognised. Panic flared in her eyes, obliterating the wariness, and she said edgily, ‘Don’t be ridiculous.’

‘Am I being?’ Lara asked her quietly. ‘We’ve known each other a long time, Maggie, but I think I can number on the fingers of one hand the times you’ve mentioned your home and family, and yet when you do…I wonder what you’re doing living here in London when you would so obviously rather be with them.’

She saw Maggie go pale as though she was going to be sick, her eyes betraying her shock, but, rather to Lara’s surprise, she made no protectively defensive rebuttal of her comment, saying only in a huskily tense voice, ‘I have to go back, Lara. Susie wouldn’t have written like that if they didn’t need me.’

Much as she longed to ask who ‘they’ were, Lara held her tongue. She could see that Maggie was perilously close to the edge of her self-control—another rather odd circumstance in a woman whose smilingly calm manner was normally such a feature of her personality.

‘I don’t suppose you’ll know how long you’ll be gone?’

‘No,’ Maggie agreed shortly, impatiently pushing her hair off her face with one of the narrow, elegant hands that Lara, with her more stocky frame, had once envied so desperately.

‘You’ll have to let Gerald know you’re going,’ Lara reminded her.

Gerald Menzies was the latest in a long line of men who had dated Maggie. Ten years older than her, he was urbane and sophisticated—divorced, with two sons at public school and an ex-wife who was determined that, divorce or not, she was still going to live in the manner to which Gerald’s wealth had accustomed her. He owned a small but extremely fashionable gallery, which was where Maggie had met him. Lara had introduced them, following an approach from Gerald to show some of her work.

Their affair, if indeed their relationship could be described as that, which Lara privately doubted, had endured for nearly ten months. They dated once or twice a week, but as far as Lara could tell Maggie felt no more for Gerald than she had done for any of the other men she had dated over the years.

No, Maggie had never been short of men willing to admire her, but as far as Lara knew she had never been deeply emotionally involved with any of them.

Indeed, at twenty-seven, they were probably the only two of their year at art school who were still not involved in a partnership of one sort or another. For Lara it was because she had ambitions that she knew were going to be hard enough to fulfil, without the added burden of a husband and potentially a family.

But for Maggie it was different. Maggie didn’t share her ambitions. Maggie was made for love, for giving and sharing, but Maggie held everyone who might want to share her life at bay. Carefully, gently, almost without them being aware of it—but keep them at bay she did.

‘I’ll telephone him once I’m there,’ she responded rather vaguely to Lara’s comment.

‘I’ve got a better idea,’ Lara told her firmly. ‘Why don’t you telephone home and find out exactly what the problem is before you go haring up there?’

She could see that her suggestion didn’t find favour with her friend, and for a moment she almost disliked herself for making it. She could see that Maggie was struggling to find an acceptable explanation for her refusal, and, since there was something about Maggie that made you want to be kind to her, she found herself offering, ‘Or perhaps they aren’t on the phone?’

‘Yes…yes. They are, but…’ Maggie had her back to her, but now she turned round. ‘Yes, you’re right. I ought to ring.’

The telephone was on a small table beside the settee. She snatched up the receiver almost as though it was hot to the touch, Lara thought, watching her punch in the numbers with shaking fingers. Numbers which she had quite obviously had no trouble at all in remembering, Lara recognised on a wave of compassion.

She touched her arm, not really surprised to discover the tension of the muscles beneath the fine skin.

‘I’ll leave you to it,’ she whispered, but Maggie shook her head and grabbed hold of her, her colour suddenly very hectic and hot.

‘No…please stay.’

And, because Maggie was holding her so tightly, she was standing right beside the receiver when the ringing stopped and a harsh male voice said, ‘Deveril House?’ with a brusque impatience which, although rather off-putting, was surely no reason for Maggie to start shaking violently. The blood drained from her face and she slammed the receiver back down, holding it there while she shivered and trembled and the delicate bones of her small face stood out in proud relief.

Despite all the questions clamouring in her brain, Lara managed to restrain herself from saying anything other than a dry, ‘A rather formidable gentleman.’

‘My stepcousin,’ Maggie told her shakily. ‘Marcus Landersby.’

And then she dropped down on to the settee with her head in her hands, her body racked by such deep shudders that Lara was genuinely frightened for her. Whatever else Maggie was, she was most definitely not emotionally unstable, rather the opposite, and yet here she was virtually falling to pieces in front of Lara’s eyes. And the explanation for this so out-of-character behaviour lay, Lara was quite sure, with the owner of that enigmatic and grim voice.

Her heart had plummeted immediately Katie had finished speaking, and, although she had successfully managed to hide it from her daughter, she had been overwhelmed by a sharp sense of fear.

And yet Katie had had boyfriends before, of course; several of them in fact; gangly, sometimes spotty young men, who blushed and stammered, or adopted an unwittingly touching and amusing male machismo which sat very uncomfortably on their as yet still boyish shoulders. But this time it was different. This time… This time she felt all the apprehension and alarm of a mother who felt that her child was threatened in some way.

She had sensed just from the way Katie spoke his name that this Silas was important to her. Too important… She gave a tiny shiver, frowning unseeingly around her small sitting-room.

She could never really understand those women who claimed that their teenage daughters were their best friends. She felt far too great a sense of responsibility and awareness of life’s cruelties and un-kindnesses ever to relax her maternal vigilance enough to make that claim.

She hoped she wasn’t a possessive mother. All through Katie’s growing years she had worked hard at making sure that Katie never became distanced from her peers or from other adults, or suffered the kind of aloneness and isolation which she had suffered as a child.

The trouble was that Katie had been so vague about this Silas Jardine, and she had not liked to question her too deeply. All she knew about him was that Katie had met him at the university and that she was sure that he and her mother were going to get on like a house on fire. It sounded very ominous to Hazel. She had been all too maternally aware that, behind her insouciance and bright chatter, Katie was hiding something.

Biting her bottom lip, Hazel checked round the sitting-room again.

A warm fire burned in the grate, and logs were heaped up in the basket beside the fire, logs which had been supplied by Tom Rawlins from the farm, about whom Katie was always teasing her by describing him as her adoring swain.

It was true that she and Tom occasionally went out for a meal or to see a show. He was a widower with two grown-up children; she was… Well, she was the mother of an almost grown-up daughter and it was only natural that they should have things in common. But that was as far as any relationship between them went.

Fortunately Tom was far too gentlemanly to make the kind of sexual demands she so dreaded and detested receiving.

It had shocked her three years ago, when Katie had coolly announced that it was high time that her mother stopped behaving as though she ought to be punished and despised simply because she had given birth to an illegitimate child, and started feeling proud of herself instead for all that she had done for that child.

‘Ma, every time a man looks at you, you shrink visibly. You’re a very attractive woman. Everyone says so, and I for one certainly wouldn’t object if you decided to provide me with a stepfather, providing of course that I liked him.’

‘Well, for your information, I have no intentions of doing any such thing,’ Hazel had retaliated sharply.

‘Why not? You should think about it,’ Katie had told her smartly, adding critically, ‘Just look at you. As long as I can remember it’s just been you, and me, and of course Gramps. I know it must have been awful for you, losing Dad like that in such an awful accident and then finding out about me. But I don’t see why just because of that you’ve got to spend the rest of your life hiding away from men. You can’t get pregnant just by smiling at them, you know,’ she had added with typical teenage scorn. ‘You can’t want to spend the rest of your life alone. With Gramps gone…’

‘It’s all right,’ Hazel had told her shakily but drily. ‘If you’re worried about having a geriatric parent on your hands cramping your style, I assure you that you need not be.’

That had made Katie laugh and the subject had been dropped, but Katie had resurrected it with uncomfortable frequency as the time drew nearer for her to leave home and go to university.

‘You’re so young, Ma,’ she had expostulated more than once. ‘Men fancy you. I’ve seen the way they look at you, but you… Well, you behave like—like a shrinking virgin.’

When Hazel had flushed and protested, Katie had grimaced and added, ‘Look at yourself now and you’ll see what I mean. Anyone would think you were totally sexually inexperienced, like…like a nun or something.’

‘Katie,’ she had protested crossly, for once silencing her ebullient offspring, but later, alone in her bedroom, staring out of the window at the pretty Cheshire countryside which gave her so much inspiration for her work as an illustrator of children’s books, she had been forced to concede that Katie had a point. She did tend to shrink away from unknown men. She was shy and rather withdrawn, unlike Katie, who, thank goodness, seemed to have much, much more self-confidence.

And as for her sexual experience… Remembering this last conversation with her daughter now, Hazel sighed to herself, automatically plumping up one of the pretty needlepoint cushions she had worked the previous winter, and settling it back on the old-fashioned brocade-covered chair, which had been her father’s.

Even now after five years it still seemed odd to her to look at the chair and see it empty.

The stroke which had semi-paralysed her father four years after they had moved north from London had meant that in the last years of his life he had needed her in almost constant attendance. It had seemed a small enough way of repaying everything he had done for her and Katie.

Left alone with a four-day-old daughter at the age of forty-two, he couldn’t have found it easy to bring her up alone. His wife, her mother, had died following complications with the birth. As he had once explained uncomfortably to her, neither he nor her mother had ever expected to have a child. They had married late in life, and her arrival had come as something of a shock.

Nevertheless he had loved her and done his best for her. His practice as a solicitor had demanded a great deal of his time, but he had been scrupulous about spending weekends with her, and a conscientious if somewhat over-protective housekeeper had been hired to take charge of the old Victorian house where she had grown up, and of her.

She had had a very protected and sheltered growing-up; a very lonely and isolated one in many ways, attending a very small girls’ school from which she was picked up every day by Mrs Meadows, so that she was not given much opportunity to mingle with the other girls and make the friendships which might have drawn her out of her shell.

And then when she was sixteen she had met Jimmy.

He went to a nearby boys’ school. He almost ran her down on his bicycle, and their friendship developed from there.

Jimmy was as ebullient and outward-going as she was shy and introverted, which was no doubt where Katie got her lovely laughing personality from.

Hazel adored and worshipped him, blindly following his lead in everything he suggested.

He wasn’t a cruel or unkind boy; far from it, but he had a resilience which she lacked, and he was far, far too young to have the wisdom to look into the future and see the risks they were taking.

Looking back now, it seemed difficult for her to understand how at sixteen she could ever have believed she had fallen in love. With hindsight, she suspected that in Jimmy she had believed she had found the answer to her loneliness and that he was in many ways the friend, the brother, almost in fact the mother, she had never had.

Jimmy knew everything and everyone… Jimmy opened her eyes to so many things about life. Jimmy encouraged her to take advantage of her father’s preoccupation with his work, to meet him illicitly in the evening…to spend long hours with him in the bedroom of the home he shared with his parents and brothers and sister.

The Garners were a large and very casual family. Ann Garner was an actress, Tony Garner a director; they were seldom at home, their five children left to the casual and careless discipline of a transient population of au pairs and relatives.

Ann Garner smiled at her in a preoccupied and busy fashion whenever she saw her in the house, but Hazel doubted if she even knew her name in those days and she was certainly not the kind of mother to make strenuous and exhaustive enquiries into her children’s friendships. She was there, and she was accepted, and that was all there was to it.

But there was no point in trying to shift the blame, the responsibility on to Ann Garner’s shoulders.

Hazel might have been naïve, she might have been stupid, but she did know what she was doing, did know the risks she was taking.

The first time Jimmy touched her, kissed her, she had been shocked—had withdrawn from him. She wasn’t used to any kind of physical intimacy from others. Her father simply wasn’t that kind of man, and Mrs Meadows had never encouraged what she termed ‘soppiness’.

So she withdrew from him and Jimmy let her, watching her with curious, amused eyes. He was only twelve months older than her, but, in his knowledge of life, twenty years older.

‘What’s the matter? Don’t you like it when I kiss you?’ he asked her cheerfully.

She shook her head, flushing.

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WITH a thankful sigh Philippa sank back on her heels, surveying the stacked boxes and paper sacks, quickly stifling an unanticipated stab of pain as she looked at what was after all the accumulation of sixty odd years of living. How little she had really known about her aunt, and all that was left of her now was the faded photograph album Philippa had decided to keep. She hadn’t wanted to come back to Garston, but she had been Jane Cromwell’s only living relative.

Getting to her feet and dusting down her jeans she bent to pick up one of Simon’s motorbike magazines. Her ten-year-old son was motorbike mad at the moment. Even from being quite small he had shown a decidedly mechanical turn of mind. At the moment it was fixed with equal concentration on motorbikes and computers.

Thinking of Simon made her glance at her watch and frown. It was gone five and she had told him to be back at four. She planned for them to have an early meal and then leave to go back to London. Where on earth was he? They had only been in Garston for a week but it was long enough for Simon, with his outgoing extrovert nature, to make friends. Several of them had called for him this morning. Unlike herself Simon made friends easily. There must still be people living in the village who remembered her, but apart from the vicar no one had come to call.

Of course her aunt had always kept herself very much to herself. Living as she did in what was virtually a ‘grace and favour’ house on the Garston estate, her isolation from the rest of the village had tended to set her apart from the villagers, just as it had set Philippa apart during those years when she lived with her aunt. It couldn’t have been easy for her, Philippa now recognised, to accept the responsibility of a fourteen-year-old girl, still shocked by the sudden death of her parents, and inclined to be rebellious and withdrawn because of it. Her father, Jane Cromwell’s cousin, had been a diplomat, and he and her mother had been killed during a terrorist raid whilst Philippa was at school in England.

Their death had brought many changes to Philippa’s life, not the least of which was the discovery that there was no longer enough money for her to continue at the exclusive girls’ school her parents had sent her to. Her father’s salary had been generous but it had died with him, leaving only the proceeds of two small insurance policies. Her aunt had been a teacher and during the last ten years of her career had had only one pupil—Edward Garston, because of which she had been gifted a lifetime’s occupation of the small cottage which became home to Philippa, and which stood just within the boundary of the Garston family’s estate. Once they had owned vast acres of Yorkshire, including the village named after the family, but gradually over the years their land had been eroded away with their wealth until all that was left was the house itself, the parkland it stood in and the home farm. And then further tragedy had struck. Edward Garston had been killed in a car accident and his inheritance passed to a cousin, Scott.

Philippa could remember the day Scott and his mother arrived at Garston quite vividly. Scott’s father had been the second son, the black sheep of the family and there was gossip in the village that his grandfather had sworn he would rather see the house and the estate pass to a stranger than go to his son’s child. Scott had been twenty to her fourteen when he first came to live at Garston. Away at Oxford most of the time, Philippa could remember catching brief glimpses of him during the holidays, when invariably he arrived riding a large and noisy motorbike, his arrival always increasing his grandfather’s already irrascible temper. Jeffrey Garston was a proud, and Philippa had sometimes thought, very lonely old man, very bitter in his resentment of Edward’s death at eighteen and of the cousin who had taken his place. Edward had been reputed to be brilliant and it was no secret in the area that Jeffrey Gaston had looked to his grandson to somehow recoup the family losses and restore Garston Hall to what it had once been. The Garston family fortune had been founded on coal and railways during the Victorian era, but now they were reduced to living on a rapidly dwindling income.

After what she had heard about the family Philippa had been rather surprised that Jeffrey Garston allowed his daughter-in-law and grandson to come and live with him, but he had done so and moreover seemed to be training Scott to take over what was left of the estate, because Philippa often saw him in the holidays working at the farm, or supervising the shoots which still took place in the autumn, when large parties of businessmen would descend on the Hall, and the narrow road that led past the cottage to it would be busy with large, expensive cars.

Where was Scott now? Philippa had only had one letter from her aunt after she left and that had simply told her that Jeffrey Garston had died and that Scott had shut up the house and left the area. That alone had surprised her. Scott had been almost obsessed by his plans to make the estate a viable commercial enterprise once more, and to restore his home to what it had once been. She had replied to her aunt’s letter, telling her about Simon’s birth, but there had been no further correspondence between them. A niece who bore an illegitimate child had been so far outside Jane Cromwell’s own rigid moral code that there was no question that there would ever be forgiveness or acceptance, and certainly never a welcome in her home for either Philippa or Simon. How dramatic and terrifying it had all seemed eleven years ago!

Philippa suppressed a faint sigh. Who would have dreamed then that now women would choose to bear their children alone without the support of the child’s father? Simon’s lack of a father didn’t even cause so much as a faintly raised eyebrow these days. Her own single-parent status was so commonplace that more than half of Simon’s friends at his London school also lived with only one of their parents. Eleven years ago when she discovered she was pregnant she had been terror-struck.

She grimaced as she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror hanging on the wall. How very young and naive she had been. Seventeen and as green as grass. Well, she had learned, and now at twenty-eight, she knew without false modesty that she was an intelligent and even shrewd woman, who had learned about life the hard way.

What she failed to recognise in her own reflection was the vulnerability of her softly curved mouth; the shadows that darkened her grey eyes, the hint of pain that still lingered beneath the cool outer shell of reserve in which she cloaked her true feelings.

Her hair had been short when she left Garston. Her aunt had insisted that it was tidier that way. Now she wore it up in a nest chignon in keeping with her image as the efficient secretary to Sir Nigel Barnes, the Chairman of Merrit Plastics, but once released from its imprisonment it curled halfway down her back in honey-gold waves, si

lky soft and so directly in contrast to Simon’s straight coal-black hair that people often did a double take when they were introduced as mother and son. Like his hair, Simon had inherited his height and breadth of shoulder from his father. At ten he looked closer to thirteen and was maturing quickly, too quickly, Philippa acknowledged, subduing the faint feeling of dismay she always felt when she contrasted Simon’s upbringing with her own. Children were not allowed to remain naive for very long at the large London school Simon attended; sometimes she felt he was growing up too fast.

‘Mm,’ Lara, her flatmate, agreed, sipping the coffee Maggie had made them both. ‘But girls of that age are prone to exaggeration, you know. Are you sure the situation’s as dire as she says? What does she say, exactly?’ she added curiously.

‘Read it for yourself.’ Maggie got up, and Lara watched thoughtfully as her flatmate walked over to the small table. Maggie never ceased to fascinate her, even now, after the length of time they had known one another. There was something very compelling about Maggie: a power she herself wasn’t aware she possessed, a warmth that drew people to her. That she was beautiful as well seemed to be another unfair advantage fate had handed her. When they first met almost ten years ago, Lara had felt envious of the tall, slender redhead with her creamy skin and mysterious dark green eyes. Her envy had not lasted long. Although they were roughly the same age, Maggie had had a maturity about her, a sadness which Lara felt instinctively but had never been allowed to penetrate, Maggie being a very private person. She still possessed that slightly melancholy-tinged mystery, that aura of having withdrawn slightly from the rest of the world to a secret and inviolate place.

Maggie picked up the letter and handed it to her. Lara read it out loud, dark eyebrows lifted in faint amusement. ‘“Come home quickly. Something terrible has happened and we need you.” Oh, come on, Maggie,’ she exclaimed wryly. ‘You surely aren’t taking this seriously? If there was really something wrong, someone would have been in touch with you…a telephone call…’

‘No,’ Maggie told her fiercely, her expression changing from its normal one of sweetness to an unfamiliar hardness that made Lara’s eyes widen slightly. She and Maggie had known one another ever since Maggie had first arrived in London and, despite her red hair, Maggie was one of the most placid and gentle people she had ever known. Which was perhaps why she had opted out of the aggressive and demanding world of art and instead used her talents to provide herself with an excellent living illustrating books.

‘But surely someone would have got in touch with you,’ Lara protested. ‘Some older, more responsible member of your family.’ She groped in her memory for more concise details of Maggie’s family and couldn’t find any. In fact, until the letters in that round, schoolgirlish hand had started arriving eight months ago, Maggie hadn’t had any contact with her family at all.

She never talked about them other than to say that her parents were dead and that until their death she had lived with them in the Scottish borders where her father taught at a small private school. After their death she had gone to live with her grandfather, and Lara had rather gathered from her silence on the subject that the relationship had not been a happy one and that that was why, when she had come to London, Maggie had cut herself free of all her family ties.

And yet, from the time of the receipt of that first letter, forwarded to her by the publishers, and the others which had come after it, Maggie had changed. Not discernibly perhaps to those who didn’t really know her, but the difference in her was obvious to Lara and she was intrigued by it.

What was it that lay in her friend’s past that caused that unmistakable aura of restless tension to possess her when the letters arrived? What was it that made the swift hunger fly to her face when she opened the letters, only to be quickly controlled, as though she was desperately afraid of it being observed?

Since the arrival of the letters, Lara had realised what it was about Maggie that set her so unmistakably apart from others. It was the protective cloak of withdrawal she wore at all times to distance herself from others; she was a part of their lives at the same time as she was refusing to allow them to enter anything more than the periphery of hers. Almost as though she was afraid of allowing anyone to get too close to her.

A result of her parents’ death, perhaps, which must have come as a traumatic shock for a sensitive child in her early teens. But Lara suspected there was more to it than that, although she was puzzled to know exactly what.

In another woman she might have ascribed the withdrawal to an unhappy love affair, but Maggie had been seventeen when she’d arrived in London, and since then the men-friends she’d had all been kept strictly at arm’s length.

‘I’ll have to go up there,’ Maggie told her, ignoring her question, her forehead pleating into a frown of concentration. ‘I don’t know how long I’m likely to be gone, Lara. I’ll make arrangements about paying my share of the mortgage etc. while I’m gone. I’ll have to get in touch with my agent…’

As she listened to her, it came to Lara that something deeply buried inside her friend was almost glad of the excuse to go home. While she talked, underneath the anxiety there was a light in her eyes that Lara had never seen before, and with startled perception she realised that she had never really seen Maggie herself before. It was as though the real Maggie had suddenly stepped out from behind the shadow-figure she had used as concealment.

‘You know…you look like someone who’s just been told they’re no longer an outcast from paradise,’ she told her softly.

Instantly Maggie’s expression changed. Wariness crept into her face, her body tensing, as though she was waiting for a blow to fall, Lara recognised. Panic flared in her eyes, obliterating the wariness, and she said edgily, ‘Don’t be ridiculous.’

‘Am I being?’ Lara asked her quietly. ‘We’ve known each other a long time, Maggie, but I think I can number on the fingers of one hand the times you’ve mentioned your home and family, and yet when you do…I wonder what you’re doing living here in London when you would so obviously rather be with them.’

She saw Maggie go pale as though she was going to be sick, her eyes betraying her shock, but, rather to Lara’s surprise, she made no protectively defensive rebuttal of her comment, saying only in a huskily tense voice, ‘I have to go back, Lara. Susie wouldn’t have written like that if they didn’t need me.’

Much as she longed to ask who ‘they’ were, Lara held her tongue. She could see that Maggie was perilously close to the edge of her self-control—another rather odd circumstance in a woman whose smilingly calm manner was normally such a feature of her personality.

‘I don’t suppose you’ll know how long you’ll be gone?’

‘No,’ Maggie agreed shortly, impatiently pushing her hair off her face with one of the narrow, elegant hands that Lara, with her more stocky frame, had once envied so desperately.

‘You’ll have to let Gerald know you’re going,’ Lara reminded her.

Gerald Menzies was the latest in a long line of men who had dated Maggie. Ten years older than her, he was urbane and sophisticated—divorced, with two sons at public school and an ex-wife who was determined that, divorce or not, she was still going to live in the manner to which Gerald’s wealth had accustomed her. He owned a small but extremely fashionable gallery, which was where Maggie had met him. Lara had introduced them, following an approach from Gerald to show some of her work.

Their affair, if indeed their relationship could be described as that, which Lara privately doubted, had endured for nearly ten months. They dated once or twice a week, but as far as Lara could tell Maggie felt no more for Gerald than she had done for any of the other men she had dated over the years.

No, Maggie had never been short of men willing to admire her, but as far as Lara knew she had never been deeply emotionally involved with any of them.

Indeed, at twenty-seven, they were probably the only two of their year at art school who were still not involved in a partnership of one sort or another. For Lara it was because she had ambitions that she knew were going to be hard enough to fulfil, without the added burden of a husband and potentially a family.

But for Maggie it was different. Maggie didn’t share her ambitions. Maggie was made for love, for giving and sharing, but Maggie held everyone who might want to share her life at bay. Carefully, gently, almost without them being aware of it—but keep them at bay she did.

‘I’ll telephone him once I’m there,’ she responded rather vaguely to Lara’s comment.

‘I’ve got a better idea,’ Lara told her firmly. ‘Why don’t you telephone home and find out exactly what the problem is before you go haring up there?’

She could see that her suggestion didn’t find favour with her friend, and for a moment she almost disliked herself for making it. She could see that Maggie was struggling to find an acceptable explanation for her refusal, and, since there was something about Maggie that made you want to be kind to her, she found herself offering, ‘Or perhaps they aren’t on the phone?’

‘Yes…yes. They are, but…’ Maggie had her back to her, but now she turned round. ‘Yes, you’re right. I ought to ring.’

The telephone was on a small table beside the settee. She snatched up the receiver almost as though it was hot to the touch, Lara thought, watching her punch in the numbers with shaking fingers. Numbers which she had quite obviously had no trouble at all in remembering, Lara recognised on a wave of compassion.

She touched her arm, not really surprised to discover the tension of the muscles beneath the fine skin.

‘I’ll leave you to it,’ she whispered, but Maggie shook her head and grabbed hold of her, her colour suddenly very hectic and hot.

‘No…please stay.’

And, because Maggie was holding her so tightly, she was standing right beside the receiver when the ringing stopped and a harsh male voice said, ‘Deveril House?’ with a brusque impatience which, although rather off-putting, was surely no reason for Maggie to start shaking violently. The blood drained from her face and she slammed the receiver back down, holding it there while she shivered and trembled and the delicate bones of her small face stood out in proud relief.

Despite all the questions clamouring in her brain, Lara managed to restrain herself from saying anything other than a dry, ‘A rather formidable gentleman.’

‘My stepcousin,’ Maggie told her shakily. ‘Marcus Landersby.’

And then she dropped down on to the settee with her head in her hands, her body racked by such deep shudders that Lara was genuinely frightened for her. Whatever else Maggie was, she was most definitely not emotionally unstable, rather the opposite, and yet here she was virtually falling to pieces in front of Lara’s eyes. And the explanation for this so out-of-character behaviour lay, Lara was quite sure, with the owner of that enigmatic and grim voice.

Her heart had plummeted immediately Katie had finished speaking, and, although she had successfully managed to hide it from her daughter, she had been overwhelmed by a sharp sense of fear.

And yet Katie had had boyfriends before, of course; several of them in fact; gangly, sometimes spotty young men, who blushed and stammered, or adopted an unwittingly touching and amusing male machismo which sat very uncomfortably on their as yet still boyish shoulders. But this time it was different. This time… This time she felt all the apprehension and alarm of a mother who felt that her child was threatened in some way.

She had sensed just from the way Katie spoke his name that this Silas was important to her. Too important… She gave a tiny shiver, frowning unseeingly around her small sitting-room.

She could never really understand those women who claimed that their teenage daughters were their best friends. She felt far too great a sense of responsibility and awareness of life’s cruelties and un-kindnesses ever to relax her maternal vigilance enough to make that claim.

She hoped she wasn’t a possessive mother. All through Katie’s growing years she had worked hard at making sure that Katie never became distanced from her peers or from other adults, or suffered the kind of aloneness and isolation which she had suffered as a child.

The trouble was that Katie had been so vague about this Silas Jardine, and she had not liked to question her too deeply. All she knew about him was that Katie had met him at the university and that she was sure that he and her mother were going to get on like a house on fire. It sounded very ominous to Hazel. She had been all too maternally aware that, behind her insouciance and bright chatter, Katie was hiding something.

Biting her bottom lip, Hazel checked round the sitting-room again.

A warm fire burned in the grate, and logs were heaped up in the basket beside the fire, logs which had been supplied by Tom Rawlins from the farm, about whom Katie was always teasing her by describing him as her adoring swain.

It was true that she and Tom occasionally went out for a meal or to see a show. He was a widower with two grown-up children; she was… Well, she was the mother of an almost grown-up daughter and it was only natural that they should have things in common. But that was as far as any relationship between them went.

Fortunately Tom was far too gentlemanly to make the kind of sexual demands she so dreaded and detested receiving.

It had shocked her three years ago, when Katie had coolly announced that it was high time that her mother stopped behaving as though she ought to be punished and despised simply because she had given birth to an illegitimate child, and started feeling proud of herself instead for all that she had done for that child.

‘Ma, every time a man looks at you, you shrink visibly. You’re a very attractive woman. Everyone says so, and I for one certainly wouldn’t object if you decided to provide me with a stepfather, providing of course that I liked him.’

‘Well, for your information, I have no intentions of doing any such thing,’ Hazel had retaliated sharply.

‘Why not? You should think about it,’ Katie had told her smartly, adding critically, ‘Just look at you. As long as I can remember it’s just been you, and me, and of course Gramps. I know it must have been awful for you, losing Dad like that in such an awful accident and then finding out about me. But I don’t see why just because of that you’ve got to spend the rest of your life hiding away from men. You can’t get pregnant just by smiling at them, you know,’ she had added with typical teenage scorn. ‘You can’t want to spend the rest of your life alone. With Gramps gone…’

‘It’s all right,’ Hazel had told her shakily but drily. ‘If you’re worried about having a geriatric parent on your hands cramping your style, I assure you that you need not be.’

That had made Katie laugh and the subject had been dropped, but Katie had resurrected it with uncomfortable frequency as the time drew nearer for her to leave home and go to university.

‘You’re so young, Ma,’ she had expostulated more than once. ‘Men fancy you. I’ve seen the way they look at you, but you… Well, you behave like—like a shrinking virgin.’

When Hazel had flushed and protested, Katie had grimaced and added, ‘Look at yourself now and you’ll see what I mean. Anyone would think you were totally sexually inexperienced, like…like a nun or something.’

‘Katie,’ she had protested crossly, for once silencing her ebullient offspring, but later, alone in her bedroom, staring out of the window at the pretty Cheshire countryside which gave her so much inspiration for her work as an illustrator of children’s books, she had been forced to concede that Katie had a point. She did tend to shrink away from unknown men. She was shy and rather withdrawn, unlike Katie, who, thank goodness, seemed to have much, much more self-confidence.

And as for her sexual experience… Remembering this last conversation with her daughter now, Hazel sighed to herself, automatically plumping up one of the pretty needlepoint cushions she had worked the previous winter, and settling it back on the old-fashioned brocade-covered chair, which had been her father’s.

Even now after five years it still seemed odd to her to look at the chair and see it empty.

The stroke which had semi-paralysed her father four years after they had moved north from London had meant that in the last years of his life he had needed her in almost constant attendance. It had seemed a small enough way of repaying everything he had done for her and Katie.

Left alone with a four-day-old daughter at the age of forty-two, he couldn’t have found it easy to bring her up alone. His wife, her mother, had died following complications with the birth. As he had once explained uncomfortably to her, neither he nor her mother had ever expected to have a child. They had married late in life, and her arrival had come as something of a shock.

Nevertheless he had loved her and done his best for her. His practice as a solicitor had demanded a great deal of his time, but he had been scrupulous about spending weekends with her, and a conscientious if somewhat over-protective housekeeper had been hired to take charge of the old Victorian house where she had grown up, and of her.

She had had a very protected and sheltered growing-up; a very lonely and isolated one in many ways, attending a very small girls’ school from which she was picked up every day by Mrs Meadows, so that she was not given much opportunity to mingle with the other girls and make the friendships which might have drawn her out of her shell.

And then when she was sixteen she had met Jimmy.

He went to a nearby boys’ school. He almost ran her down on his bicycle, and their friendship developed from there.

Jimmy was as ebullient and outward-going as she was shy and introverted, which was no doubt where Katie got her lovely laughing personality from.

Hazel adored and worshipped him, blindly following his lead in everything he suggested.

He wasn’t a cruel or unkind boy; far from it, but he had a resilience which she lacked, and he was far, far too young to have the wisdom to look into the future and see the risks they were taking.

Looking back now, it seemed difficult for her to understand how at sixteen she could ever have believed she had fallen in love. With hindsight, she suspected that in Jimmy she had believed she had found the answer to her loneliness and that he was in many ways the friend, the brother, almost in fact the mother, she had never had.

Jimmy knew everything and everyone… Jimmy opened her eyes to so many things about life. Jimmy encouraged her to take advantage of her father’s preoccupation with his work, to meet him illicitly in the evening…to spend long hours with him in the bedroom of the home he shared with his parents and brothers and sister.

The Garners were a large and very casual family. Ann Garner was an actress, Tony Garner a director; they were seldom at home, their five children left to the casual and careless discipline of a transient population of au pairs and relatives.

Ann Garner smiled at her in a preoccupied and busy fashion whenever she saw her in the house, but Hazel doubted if she even knew her name in those days and she was certainly not the kind of mother to make strenuous and exhaustive enquiries into her children’s friendships. She was there, and she was accepted, and that was all there was to it.

But there was no point in trying to shift the blame, the responsibility on to Ann Garner’s shoulders.

Hazel might have been naïve, she might have been stupid, but she did know what she was doing, did know the risks she was taking.

The first time Jimmy touched her, kissed her, she had been shocked—had withdrawn from him. She wasn’t used to any kind of physical intimacy from others. Her father simply wasn’t that kind of man, and Mrs Meadows had never encouraged what she termed ‘soppiness’.

So she withdrew from him and Jimmy let her, watching her with curious, amused eyes. He was only twelve months older than her, but, in his knowledge of life, twenty years older.

‘What’s the matter? Don’t you like it when I kiss you?’ he asked her cheerfully.

She shook her head, flushing.

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March 1
Breaky at Metro Hotel. Taxi to Bangkok international airport. Depart Bangkok 10.45am Thai Airways TG311 to Kathmandu. Flew beside Himalayas. Landed Kathmandu 1pm local time, 3 hour flight. Booked into Kathmandu Guesthouse and talk to Encounter Overland (EO) reps. Went for a walk. Beef steak for lunch/ tea. Bed early 9pm.

2
Taxi to Ganesh Temple (monkey temple). Steak for tea. Bed early. Quiet day.

3
Breaky, lazed around. Pre-departure meeting 6pm.

4
Prepared for trekking. Gear hire and bought cold weather gear.

5
Trekking tour leader (Robin from Australia). Bus to Pokhara. Dep Kmandu 8am, 1 hour lunch, arrive 3.30pm. Cake and coffee at store. Tea at lakeside tourist camping grounds. Rum and cards. 3500' ASL. Cold. Sherpas and porters from Laura tribe. Bed 8.30pm.

6
Up 6am. Bus to Shining Hospital. Walk through Kali Gadahi Valley. Lunch in paddy fields at Suiket. Climb to Dhampus 6000'. On sinus pills. Bed 8pm.

7
Breaky 7am. Walk to 8000' along Annapurna range through birch, hemlock and pine. View Mardi Khola 4000 below. View og Machhapuchture (23490'). Bed 8pm.

8
Breaky 6am. Walk to Pun Hill for lunch and onto campsite 10000', snow at 9000'. Snow fifgt. Bed 8pm tired.

9
Up 7am. Attempted 15000' along Annapurna South. Snowed in at 12000', snow to chest.  Snowman and back to camp.

10
Walk down 7000' to 5000' through Siding. Arrive at camp beside Mardi Khola 3pm. Bath in river, built dam to catch fish. Water freezing. Bed 8.30pm.

11
Walk down Mardi Khola valley over suspension bridges to Mardi Pul.

12
Walk to school on the Seti Khola Valley. Camp back at Mardi Pul. Band-aids on every toe. Wedding band played at camp.

13
Up early to photograph mountains. Walk to Pokhara. (Total trek 130km). Hired bikes for 1 hour. Played volley ball with grade 9 school kids. Drinks. Hire rowing boat for 1 hour 24R.

14
Bus along Raj Pass to Kathmandu. Booked river rafting. Bistro for tea. Went to Marine Bar till 1am. Fosters beer, excellent music. Bed 4am

Trekking food. Breaky; Tea, porridge, muslie, honey, eggs, pancakes. Lunch; baked beans, chips, cheese sandwiches, fruit juice (hot), orange, tinned fruit, tea, biscuits, chicken, bread. Tea; tea, coffee, chocolate, rice, veges, chicken, fish, apple pie, cake, tinned fruit, soup, popcorn, bread

15
Breaky ay Bistro Vegemite. Hired bikes 1 day 10R. Went to Hindu temple to see bodies burnt and Buddhist temple. EO house for coffee. River rafting meeting.

16
Booked on Mt Everest flight but cancelled. Quiet day.

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Commence white water rafting.

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Re EO brochure..

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Up Set rapids

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White water rafting finished. Left raft trip at Mugling to meet EO Overland group at Chitwan National Park.

22
Up 6am for jungle walk. Washed clothes in river (Bufallo smell). Stick-dancing display. Meat out with EO.

23
Elephant ride from 7am to 8.30am. Left Chiywan park at 9.30am. Crossed Nepal/ India border at 3.30pm after 3 hours. Slept in school yard. Cool.

24
Drove to Veranasi via Pahrendra and Gorahphur 8 hours. Cathy birthday. Coloured dye for Lord Shivas birthday (Holi). Stayed in tourist camp. Bed 2am.

25
Up 5.30am. Boat trip along Ganges. Monkey Temple, Mother of India Temple etc. Cool.

26
Holi Festival. Drove towards Khajuraho. Camped 80 km short.

27
Towards Agra via exotic drawings at Khajuraho Temple. Dep 10.30am, arr Lauries Hotel Agra 9pm. Hotel room, bed 1.30am. Cool.

28
Up 5am for Taj Mahal at dawn. Haircut and massage at hotel. Go to Amber Fort 5-6pm and Taj Mahal 6.30pm. Free admission on Fridays. Full moon.

29
Up 6am for Jaipur via Fatehpur Sihkri 9am (deserted Mughal city). Hot.

30
Up 4am. <deleted> and spews. Sick all day.

31
Short drive to Amber Palace to Delhi. Arrive Delhi tourist camp 3pm. Tea at Nuruiles. Hot.

April 1
Went to Australian Embassy for “Letter of comfort”. Went to Iranian Embassy for visa, shut. Bought $1000 AM travellers cheques. Shower and bed 11.30pm.

2
Up 5.30am for 7am dep through Punjab to Kashmir. Bush camped just inside Kashmir. Lot of Sihk temples.

3
Up 5.30am. Drove to small town before Kashmir Valley. Beautiful scenery. Beers with Brian. Very cold. Bed 12am

4
Up 5.30am to cook breaky. Left for Shrinigar 8am. Beautiful drive through snow & mountains to Kashmir Valley. Arrive houseboat “Sunflower” for lunch. Went to Air India to book flight to Delhi. Chicken and rice for tea. Played cards and drank beer. Bed 10.30pm.

5
Guided tour of wood calving factory. Bought hand for 125R. Roy and I to Air India to conferm flight.Everyone sick in stomach.

6
Wash. Sunk canoe from houseboat. Went to wood calving factory in old part of Shrinigar.

7
Quiet day. Mohamids birthday fireworks. Cool.

8
Flew from Shrinigar to Delhi. Dep 3.15pm, arr 4.30pm. Bus to Connaugh Place and tuk-tuk to tourist camp. Tea and bed. Hot.

9
Apply for Iranian visa. Hot.

10
Washing.

11
Went to old delhi city with Roy. Delhi railway station. Steam trains.

12
Iranian embassy to pick up visa. No worries. Feeling sick. Hot.

13
Violently sick.

14
Up 5.30am. Tuk-tuk to Cornaugh Place at 11am. Taxi to International Airport. Had 2 heinican beers. Dep Delhi 4.40pm, arr Lahore Pakistan 17.45pm. Slept at International Hotel. Tea and bed.

15
Stayed at Hotel. Sick.

16
Drove from lahore to Ralphwindi and onto Islamabad. Camped just outside town. Anti-biotics.

17
Drove from Islamabad to Ralphawindi. Coffee shop 8am to 10am. Drove to Peshawah arr 2pm. Lunch. Tuk-tuk to old bazaar markets and back again. Stayed at Tourist Hotel.

18
Peshawah. Went to old markets. Meal out EO.

19
Dep Peshawah. Drove 4 days straight. Bush camping in the desert. Excellent scenery. Unusual shale folded/ fingerprint mountains.

20
Went to gun factory at Darra.

21.
Drove. Desert. Dusty and rough roads. Cold.

22
Drove from Lorelloi to Quetta.

23
Quetta. Stayed at Bloom Star Hotel. Prepare for Iran border crossing. Shirt dyed for free. Went 3up on Vespa (Brian, Khalid) to cinema projection box.

24
Drove from Quetta to desert camp.

25
Drove to 13km from Iran border. Desert camp.

26
Left camp 7am. Arrive Pakistan border 8am. Passed imigration 11.30am. Syayed in customs building. Full moon. Cold.

27
Dep custons compound 9.30am. Playing card confiscated. Drove all day through Zahaden to bush camp. Excellent roads. Right hand side.

28
Wake early. Drive all day. Cold.

29
Up 5am. Dep 6am for Persipolis via Shara. Arr 1pm and visit ruins. Dep 3.30pm. Arr bush camp 7pm.

30
Early start. Dep 6.30am 300km to Esphahan. Sick stomcah. Very cold, frost. Booked into esphahan Imai..

May 1
Jiardia. Went to Esphahan Square, mosque and bizzaar. Bought picnic rag for 3000 rials/ $5. Tea at Tourist Hotel, 4 courses 1000 each / 42.

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Esphahan.

3
Left Esphahan for Turkish border. Taking lomitol.

4
Drive. Anti-biotics.

5
Drive to Iran/ Turkey border. Arr 3pm. Through border by 8pm. Camped at base of Mt Arrarat just below snow line. Drink Baileys and Drambui. Bed. 12.30am. Very cold.

6
Drove halfway to Gorimie. Camp beside creek just below snow line. Cold.

7
Drove to Goremai. Went to underground bar, drinking wine. Very good.

8
Goremai buildingd cut into rocks Church refuge and penis rocks. Underground bar for group meal. Rain and cold.

9
Drove Goremai to Siliphki beach. Snow in morning.

10
Washing. Tea at seaside restaurant, chicken kebabs. Warm and sunny.

11
Beach. Rain and cold. Start of Ramadam.

12
Drove to Syria border.

13
Drove to Damascus. Warm.

14
 Demascus. Explored old city, mosque, palace and bazaars with Brian and Cathy.

15
Dep Demascus for Jordan border. Arr 11am. Camped near Amman after jerash ruins. Hot springs. Cold in morning.

16
Drove to Dead Sea via Amman. $00mtrs below sea level. Swimming. Hot.

17
Drove to Amman. Apply for Egyptian visa $35. Drove towards Petra. Cold.

18
Petra. Warm. Drove to castle on top of hill. Explored secret tunnels. Slept in open air on roof, windy. Clea skies.

19
Drove to Aquaba. Beach.

20
Nice relaxing day at beach swimming. Warm.

21
Ditto.

22
Dep for cairo. Drove to Aquaba port. Customs etc. Boat left for Cairo at 5pm. First class lounge and tourist class cabins. Went to engine room. No alcohol allowed.

23
Visas captain on bridge. Arr Suez 10am. Customs and imm, change $150. Camped just inside Egypt.

24
Drove to Cairo. PO to collect mail.Stayed at Salone Campgrounds across road from sadats near Pyramids, Gaza area. Went to excellent light and sound show.

25
Truck to Memphis and sahara stepped pyramids and back to gaza pyramids. Climbed pyramid. Shopping at food markets. Drinking beer. Bed 2am.

26
Cairo. Full moon. Applied for new passport and letter of comfort for Sudan visa. Applied for Kenya visa but passport full. Group meal, drinking, playing games. Good night. Bed 2am.

27
Cairo. Breaky at Meridian Hotel. New passport, Sudan visa. Mosquitos.

28
Got kenya visa. Roy and I went back to pyramids to look inside and photo sphinx.

29
Camel ride pyramids with Roy, Sue and Mike. Great. Bus to Talaeha Square. Bought $1000 AmX. Cholera vacination at continental Hotel. PO, shopping.

30
Sheradin Hotel for breaky. Hot.

31
Dep Cairo for El Alimein. Went to War museum and cemetry. Camped beside the beach Nt coast of Egypt.

June 1
Left El Alimein for Alandria. Went to museum. Dep for Suez. Camped in school grounds.

2
Played soccer and frizbee in schoolyard with kids. Dep for Suez. Went through tunnel mid-afternoon. Camped in Sinai desert beside the beach. Windy, bonfire.

3
Dep for St Katherine Monistry arriving lunch time. Looked through monistory  and scull room. Had lunch and climbed Mt Sinai, 2 hours. Sunset and bed. Cold and windy. 8000ASL.

4
Woke up 2am. Up 4.30am to watch sunrise. Walk to truck, breaky. Left for Red Sea coast 8am. Lunch and shopping at El Tul. Drove towards Suez, camped at beach. Swimming.

5
Dep 1.30pm. Under Suez canal 4pm. Camped near mine field near Holghada.

6
St Pauls monastry for lunch. Camped beside beach on oil company land near Holghada. Oil rigs off shore.

7
Drove to Holghada. Colourful celebrations for last day of Ramadan. Stayed at Moon Valley tourist camp, swimming. Beer and wine.

8
Boat 2 hours out of Holghada Red Sea diving. Excellent vis and goos coral, fish. Beer. Windy and hot.

9
Went to Sheriden beach, swimming. Red Sea restaurant with group. Bed 12.30am.

10
Dep to Luxor. Stayed YMCA. Crowded and mosquitos. Hot.

11
Luxor. Karnak Temples. Booked shakara for Nile trip. Went to light and sound show.

12
Valley of the kings and queens. Luxor museum. Tout-anhk-amons tomb. Hot.

13
Drove to Isna. Felucca to Etfu. Camped beside the Nile. !8 Egyptian pounds each for 3 days.

14
Etfu temples. Felucca up the Nile, camped in the middle of the river. <deleted>s.

15
Felucca to Aswan. Taxi to campsite.

16
Hired felucca for 5 hours. Visit Elephant island, botanical garden, low dam. El Shati restaurant for lunch and tea.

17
dep for Abu Simble. Very hot. Dead camels.

18
Abu Simble to Aswan.

19
Washing etc. Very hot.

20
Aswan. Couldn't get tickets for ferry.

21
Aswan

22
Aswan. Got ferry tickets.

23
Customs at Aswan high dam. Ferry. 

24
Boat arrived Wadi Halfa Lombon 11am. Customs etc. Taxi truck to wadi Halfa. Booked into Nile Hotel. Slept outside, crowded. Drank chai and ate beans. Full moon. Hot.

25
Food markets. Got 3rd class train tickets. On train 11.30amDep 5pm. Dirty and dusty, 3 per seat.

26
Train. Stopped 3am for 2 hours for wash in Nile River. Carriages derailed. Stopped 2 hours, left them there. Engine died. Stop to wait for another. Very crowded, dusty. Horror. Lots to see along the Nile.

27
Arrive Khartoum 8.30am. Booked into Taka Hotel. Went to PO with Brian and Roy, closed. Rested. Shower. !st proper foor in 5 days. Air-con room. Motel caught fire 5am (junction box ground floor), evacuated.

28
Breaky at Taka House. PO. Rest up. <deleted>s.

29
Washing. Readied for tomorrows flight.

30
Up 3am. Taxi to airport for 6am flight. Dep Khartoum 8am. Arr Nairobi 12pm. To Safari park camp ground. Few beers.

July 1
Drove into Nairobi for others to apply for passports. Dep Nairobi 1pm Arr Tourist Lodge 4pm. Pleasant. Disco, rege music. Saw girraffes, deer, large birds.

2
Left at sunrise for Mambassa. Arr 1pm. Lunch. Parked outside Fort Jesus but too dear to go in. Went to bazaars. Drove to beach and camped at Twiga. Beers. Rain and wind. Saw girraffe and monkeys.

3
To Mombassa to change money, shop etc. Lazed around beach. Slight rain. Vool, muggy. Lots of monkeys.

4
Der early for malindi. Large detour through small villages. Interesting people. Arr malindi 4pm, swim in sea. Stayed Silversands camping ground.

5
Dep Malindi for savo national park. Bogged. Arr 4pm. Drove till 7.30pm. Saw lions, deer, lots of elephants. Camped. 

6
Dep National park for Nairobi.

7
Nairobi to get Letter of comfort for Zaire visa. Apply Rwanda visa. Shop at woolworths. Dinner; lots of meat, pork, beef, antelope.. Tops.

8
Shopping. Moved to Grosvenir Hotel. Whorehouse.

9
Washing etc. Buffalo Bills Bar, left 11.30am. Let in for half price at Star Light Night Club. Walked home 3am.

10
Dep Nairobi for Massai village.

11
Masai village, dancing. Lunch Lake Tahaha. To Lake Nahuru.

12
Lake Ahuru game reserve, national park. Giraffe, pink flamingos, monkeys, zebras, babboons, gazelles, wart-hogs, water buffalos. Heavy rain.

13
Dep Lake Nahuru for Nairobi. Lunch on mountain ranges. Buffallo Bills Bar till 11.30pm. Walked to Halocan Nite Club . Dep 4am, rege.

14
Nairobi, walked around. Dep 6pm. Drove till 1am, 60km from Ambuseili NP.

15
Arr ANPearly. To Lake Ambuseili (dry). Saw Zebra, waterbuck, gazelle, elephants, rhino, monkeys, ostriches, giraffs. Drove ahter lunch till dark to bottom of Mt Killimonjaro. Perfect view.

16
Deo Ambuseli 6am for Tanzania border. Arr 12pm, though 2pm. Namanga, border town. Lunch and drove Hotel Tanzmite camping ground, Arusha. Cold.

17
Arusha souvinees shopping. Zoo.

18
Dep Tanzanite for Kibo Hut, via shopping in Moshi. Wash clothes, prepare for climb.

19
registered at Kilimonjaro NP Marango Gate by 12pm (1860 mtrs). Porters, guides dep 12pm. Arr Mandora Hut 4pm, 2690 mtrs, 8 ½ km walk. Tea and bed. Tree line 11000 ft.

20
Dep for Horombo Hut 12 kms, 3750mtrs.

21
Dep for Kibo Hut 4740 mtrs, 5 hours. Soup and porrige for tea. Bed 5pm.

22
Up 12am. Cup of tea and bikkies. Dep for Gillmans (5700mtrs)1am. Slowly, resting. Arr 5.30am, -15C. Sunrise. Dep 8am for Horombo. Tea and bed 6.30pm.

23
Up 5.30am. Breaky. Dep for Marango Gate 6.30am. Arr 11.30am. To Kibo Hotel, wash clothes. Beers with porters. 4 course group meal. Cards and wine with Roy bed 11.30pm, tired. Full moon.

24
Dep for Moshi and Arusha. Shopping at Arusha. Camp in schoolgrounds.

25
Dep Arusha after market shopping towards Ngorongoro Crater, camp in quarry. Jardia, anti-biotics.

26
Sick all night and morning. Playing with kids in quarry. Dep for crater, dep into base to campsite. Guide talk about animals.

27
Up at dark to crater lake. Lion, jackal, hyena, hippo, rhino, elephant. Lunch 2pm and out again. Very cold.

28
Dep for olduvan Gorge excavations. Went to museum then onto Serengeti Game park. Animals. Light rain. Camped at campsite near lions.

29
Serengeti NP game viewing. Wilderbeast migration. Museum. Silver servive group meal. Roast wilderbeast. Bonfire, drinking red wine, konjaki beer. Bed 2am.

30
Dep for Mwanzai, bush camped.

31
Drove to Mwanza. Market food shopping. Camp show-grounds.

Aug1
Mwanza, washing, haircut etc. Bed 1am.

2
Dep for Rwanda border. Quarry camp. Solid <deleted>.

3
drove 12 hours to another quarry close to Rwanda border.

4
Rwanda border early, no problems. Kigali, shopping. Camp at drop-zone.

5
Dep for Kasine. Slept in hall.

6
Swim Lake Kivu. Through Zaire border ok. Onto Gomo camp grounds.

7
Dep for gorillas at Bahari. Nice scenery along lake Kivu. Camp beside lake. <deleted>s.

8
Gorillas (bahair) excellent. Quarry camped.

9
Dep for Gomo. Camped Lake Kivo.

10
Late start. Wash clother and bath in Lake Kivo. To Goma and onto Virangin NP to prepare for volcano climb.

11
climbed Mt Nyiragonga in Virangu NP.

12
Up 5.30am. Drove towards equator. Lots of hippos.

13
Crossed equator near Lubero and drove towards Beni.

14
Through Beni towards Mambasa.

15
Through Mambasa.

16.    Pygmies. <deleted>s again.
17
Pygmies. Saw okapi animal.

18
Drove, quarry camp. Taking lomitol medication.

19 
Towards Kisingali.

20
Arr Kisangani. Changed money. Played with monkeys. Tried to arrange barge trip but decided against it. Olympic Hotel camp area. Bop City disco. Bed 2.30am.

21
Up early. Towards kasala.

22
Towards kasala. Quarry camp.

23
Towards Lisala through Buna. Camp in abandoned cotton gynery.

24
Towards Boomba. Ferry crossing over Congo. Rain.

25
To Boomba, markets. Towards Lisala. Village camp 6km from Lisala. Hot. Mosquitos.

26
Lisala, towards Geroma.

27
Towards Geroma.

28
Through Geroma towards Banghi. Ferry crossing.

29
Prepare for Central African Republic border. Truck robbed 1am. Drove to Zongo (CAR border). Through customs, couldn't find ferry captain to cross river. Camped outside Zongo police station.

30
Ferry crossing to Bangi. CAR immigration. Post office, markets, onto Tourisr Welcome centre campground. Shower.

31
Catching up washing etc. rain.

Sept1
Public holiday Bangi. Resting.

2
Bangui to apply for Nigerian visa and shopping. Red wine at pub. Bed without tea.

3
Bangui.

4
Up 3am <deleted>s and spews. Into town to get Cameroun visa and post letters. Jardia spewing. Taking flagyl  tablets. Couldn't get Nigerian visa. 

5
Dep through Bossembele towards Younde. Bad storms all night.

6
Early drive towards Younde through Boula.

7
CAR/ Cameroun border crossing at Beloko, towards Younde.

8
Towards Yaounde.

9
Ditto, camped just short of Yaounde.

10
Arr Yaounde. Apply Nigerian visa. Explore town. Coffee and pasteries.Presperterian campsite. Headlice. <deleted> solid.

11
Pick up Nigerian visa and shopping. Towards Dualla. Quarry camp. Heavy rain.

12
Camped Victoria beach past Dualla. Black sand. Lovely weather. Post office.

13
Swimming. Made pizzas. Heavy rain.

14
Through Yaunde, camped school gorunds. Mud-matting.

15
ditto

16
Cameroun/ Nigerian border

17
Towards Kano. Quarry camp. Rain.

18
Up 4.30am. Drove 600km. Arr Kano 10pm. Central Hotel camp ground.

19
Washing. Chinese for tea. Bed 2am.

20
Kano. Markets, dye pits, camel market, palace, mosque and museum. Went to flying club. !am curfiew (crime).

21
Kano. Heavy rain. Pick up Niger visa 5pm.

22
Nigeria/ Niger border 5pm. Camp at police station.

23
Late dep towards Agadez. Bush camp at Maradi.

24
Agadez Tourist camp. Desert. Hot and dry.

25
Agadez markets. Bought Agadez cross necklace. Few beers. Apply for Algerian visa. Very hot. Passport stamped at police station.

26
markets. Pick up Algerian visa and dep Agadez through Aibit to camp on runway at uranium mine. Nose bleeds and head cold.

27
Dep Niger, through Niger border towards Algerian border. Pills for cold. Got lost between border posts in desert. Sand-matting. Dehydrated, <deleted>s.

28
Algerian side of border at Assamaha. No problems. Towards Tammanrasset.

29
Drove all day. Arrive Tammanrasset late pm. Too late to change $. Booked into Dassine campsite.

30
Tammanrasset. Change $150US compulsory. PO.

Oct 1
Write letters, wash etc. Hired 4wd to go to Hogah Mountains. Dep 1.30pm arrive Assahren (Horar Mountains) 5.30pm. Walked up mountain for sunset. 2780Mtrs. Bed. <deleted>s still.

2
Up 5.30am. Up mountain for sunrise. Back for breaky. Dep and arrive dassini Camp Tammanrasset 12pm. Post card writing.

3
Walk to town, eat ice-cream.

4
Ditto. Taking Bagram for <deleted>s and cold.

5
PO and markets. Went to Hotel Tahaitare for chai. Went to see Ciel et Ciel at cinema. Walk home. Bed 11pm.

6
Market 9am. Dep 12pm. Drove till 12am.

7
Through In Salah towards El Golea until 1am. Sandblasted..

8
Through Timinoun towards Beni Abbes until 12am. Wind and rain.

9
To Beni Abbes. Sand-dunes.

10
To Bechar. Windy.

11
Algeria/ Morroco border. Ok Algeria side but held on Morocco side (insurance)

12
Day at border post. Walked to fiqui to get passport stamped. Talk to border guards. 

13
Dep border post past Fiqui towards Marakech.

14
ditto

15 Marakesh square to see dancing etc. Coffee.

16
Marakesh square markets. Photo women etc.

17
To Fez.

18
Fez tour Emperial palace, burber station, medina, carpet factories.

19
Walk 6km to town, bus to medina. Explored. Turkish bath (not good). Restaurant Nfassal in old Medina. Excellent food/ show. Acrobats, belly dancing, Very good. Roy broke tamberine.

20
Dep for Tatoun.

21
Tatoun. Apply for Spanish visa. Dep for border crossing at Centa. Ferry to Gibraltar 1 ½ hours. Late arrival. Cold. Drinks and bed.

22
Through Gribralta to Granada. Went to Moorish castle for 2 ½ hours. Camped in forest near lake. Very cold.

23
Madrid. Alpine campsite 5pm. Tea and bed.

24
Madrid, apply for French visa. Beers. Pick up visa 4pm. Left for San Sebastian.

25
Spanish/ French border. Arrive Sas Sebastian 4pm. Through Bordeux towards paris. Wet, rain, cold. Bamped Sth of Bungos.

26
catholic Cathedral of St maria at Bungos. Onto Tours. Head and chest cold.

27
Shamps Cathedral in Tours. Bush camp.

27
Calais

28
Ferry crossing to Dover. Bus to London. Hunters House Earls Court 6pounds/ night. Bed 1am.

29
London

Nov 8
Up 5.30am. Tube to Heathrow. Dep for Athens 1 hour late Pan Am 9.30am. Arrive Frankfurt 12pm. Missed connection. Put up at Ramada Hotel. Went into town, not much fun. Bed 12.30am.

9
Breaky, dep Hotel 8am. Dep Luthansa flight to Athens. Dep 9.20am. Arr 12.30pm. Bus to Syntagma Square. Walk to Georges Guest House. Into square for beer and to Plaka. Bed 12am

10
Move to Hotel Tenbi 550Dr for 1 night. Went to apply for new passport at Tourist office, but shut. Accropolis for sunset. Jardia. Anti-biotic. Went to English pub till 3am.

11
 Australian embassy for passport. Confirmed island flights and England flights. Ploughman pub.

12
Hilltop restaurant for tea.

13
Aust Embassy. Reservations for Hotels. Got 25000Dr on MC $300A

14
Ploughmans pub and William of Orange Pubs

15
Walk to Amonica and Stanlet Hotel, train station. Bed early

16
Washing...

17
ditto

18
ditto

19
Look around Plaka. Ditto

20 
Ditto.

21
Move to Hotel Hempies.

22
Changed $100us

23
Bus to terminal. Dep Athens Olympic Airways 8am to Crete. Arr 8.50am. Hotel Petra. 2500Dr. Palace of Maria at Knossis. Tea at open air markets. Rain. Cool.

24
Dep for Rhodes (Lindos) 7.30pm, Arr 10.10pm. Hotel Spartalis 3883Dr. Bus to Agios Nikolaos. Open air markets. 

25
Rhodes

26
Dep 7.10am, Arr Athens 8.25am. Buss to Aust Embassy for passport extension. Ok. Dep Athens 1.40pm, Arr Mikinos 2.30pm. Hotel Leto.

27
Dep Mykonos 5.20pm. Arr Athens 6.10pm. Taxi to Kalifate. Cold, windy.

28
Japan Visa Application. 

29
GoTour Corinth, Epeolivas, Naples.

30
Plaka, Temple of Posidon.

Dec1
delphi. Held up in potatoe farmer blockade.

2
Athens. 

3
Brit-rail pass, got Jap Visa. Hotel Aphrodite 2000Dr

4
Dep 8.15am for London arr 12pm. Stopover Frankfurt 2 hours.

5
Breaky Earls Court. Hired car. Dep London 12pm. Drove to Bourenmouth arr mid-pm. Went to Westbourne to nice pub for tea. Cold and wet.

6
dep for Exeter. Look at Anglican abbey. Warm, sunny. Drove Sth to Torquay along coast. B7B, tea at cafe.

7
Torquay/ Exeter inland route to Caerphilly castle. Onto Brecan Crossed 3 mile bridge into wales. Nice, green and brookes.

8
North to devils Bridge, to Aberystyth and through lakes district to Dolgellan.

9
Towards Carnarfor through Llanfachreth and Barmouth over Mawddach River. Onto betres-y-coed and Caenaffor to Prince of wales palace for 2 hours. B&B, bed. 
 

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