At 13 I managed to get my hands up BC's jumper and feel her breasts.

There was nothing beyond that.

I have never dreamed of being rich nor of being famous but did end up making some money then lost the lot and ended up in a few forgettable movies such is life however at 52 I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up

My 13 year old self didn't have a clue

Hell not famous or rich but shall we say comfortable?

At the age of 13 all I had on my mind was where and when I was going to masturbate next

I am constantly surprised that I havent killed myself thus far.

I realized that i was not going to be rich and famous at an early age ,so i spent my time doing what i wanted ,a couple of times i took a year or two out from actually working 9/5 , and doing what i liked ,two things allowed me to do this ,i was left some money and had a knack of making it (not a lot,but enough) in my 30's i did something that made me well known in my world and funnily enough can find myself on the internet even now , but basically i just wanted to say when i died ,<deleted>> me i had a good time ,and i have ,its been a blast and with any luck it will keep on being good for a few more years yet .

No, and no.

Did I ever, in the past, want to be either?

No, and no

Do I want it now?

Yes, and no