Mike's right. I think same. When you're gone nobody's giving a damn.
If I die now, in this hotel room, nobody knows. My few friends only know I'm "traveling in Asia", that's all they know. I don't tell more so they don't worry 'cause I don't worry myself.
I try to enjoy remaining years. Or days or months. I'm not afraid to die.
I still am curious how people live in different countries and like to mix with locals without getting too close.
Mike's take on life and death;
https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/young-journalist-lobs-mike-tyson-145558323.html