This is my story . 

I got scared by HIV inflection because of my 1st oral experience . 

On 3rd Jan after 65 days I went to a private clinic and test negative . 

But after going back home , my mind suddenly think that maybe the nurse at the clinic use old needle for taking my blood or the nurse want to harm me by inject H blood into my body . Now I'm really afraid with that thinking and I'm counting 30 days more to go another clinic for combo test . I can not live and always thinking that I will get H by taking test blood at the clinic ????? I don't know what wrong's with my mind . 

I know my story sounds crazy but that is my situation that I'm facing right now and I don't know what to do , feeling regret for going to that clinic that day .

Am I being crazy ? ????

Another newbie with an HIV scare,maybe it's Bonobo really,

sounds like him,why would you think a nurse would inject

you with contaminated blood,just for the fun of it !

regards Worgeordie

I dont know what wrong with my crazy mind 

I always thinking the nurse use old needle to take blood or inject me and that makes me scared 

How can I get out of these thinking ? I'm tired now TT

18 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

Am I being crazy ?

yes.

6 minutes ago, worgeordie said:

Another newbie with an HIV scare,maybe it's Bonobo really,

sounds like him,why would you think a nurse would inject

you with contaminated blood,just for the fun of it !

regards Worgeordie

Don't you know its real common for nurses to do such deeds. You know nothing Jon Snow *G*

 

Just a little non sense in a non sense topic. ????

29 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

feeling regret for going to that clinic that day .

you should find a therapist and tell them about your thoughts. they will help you put things in perspective.

I'm serious , these thinking appears in my mind these days and I wanna getting crazy now 

Do you guys think is there any chance that the nurse use old needle to take my blood and will I get H through this scenario ?

1 minute ago, worryaboutmylife said:

I'm serious , these thinking appears in my mind these days and I wanna getting crazy now 

Do you guys think is there any chance that the nurse use old needle to take my blood and will I get H through this scenario ?

no. none what so ever.

Most likely nurse did use an

old needle and you are infected now. Best you no longer have any orals with anyone but yourself.

 

Look on the bright side , you have had oral already. So life is complete ????

34 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

I got scared by HIV inflection because of my 1st oral experience .

are you saying you performed oral sex on a man?

3 minutes ago, NCC1701A said:

you should find a therapist and tell them about your thoughts. they will help you put things in perspective.

But they could also make it worse if they use an old needle , but I guess can not get same disease twice ????

 

Troll topic.

 

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