Do you guys think I'm compulsive disorder or crazy ?

[worryaboutmylife]

This is my story . 

I got scared by HIV inflection because of my 1st oral experience . 

On 3rd Jan after 65 days I went to a private clinic and test negative . 

But after going back home , my mind suddenly think that maybe the nurse at the clinic use old needle for taking my blood or the nurse want to harm me by inject H blood into my body . Now I'm really afraid with that thinking and I'm counting 30 days more to go another clinic for combo test . I can not live and always thinking that I will get H by taking test blood at the clinic ????? I don't know what wrong's with my mind . 

I know my story sounds crazy but that is my situation that I'm facing right now and I don't know what to do , feeling regret for going to that clinic that day .

Am I being crazy ? ????

[worgeordie]

Another newbie with an HIV scare,maybe it's Bonobo really,

sounds like him,why would you think a nurse would inject

you with contaminated blood,just for the fun of it !

regards Worgeordie

[worryaboutmylife]

I dont know what wrong with my crazy mind 

I always thinking the nurse use old needle to take blood or inject me and that makes me scared 

How can I get out of these thinking ? I'm tired now TT

[NCC1701A]

18 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

Am I being crazy ?

yes.

[robblok]

6 minutes ago, worgeordie said:

Another newbie with an HIV scare,maybe it's Bonobo really,

sounds like him,why would you think a nurse would inject

you with contaminated blood,just for the fun of it !

regards Worgeordie

Don't you know its real common for nurses to do such deeds. You know nothing Jon Snow *G*

 

Just a little non sense in a non sense topic. ????

[NCC1701A]

29 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

feeling regret for going to that clinic that day .

you should find a therapist and tell them about your thoughts. they will help you put things in perspective.

[worryaboutmylife]

I'm serious , these thinking appears in my mind these days and I wanna getting crazy now 

Do you guys think is there any chance that the nurse use old needle to take my blood and will I get H through this scenario ?

[NCC1701A]

1 minute ago, worryaboutmylife said:

I'm serious , these thinking appears in my mind these days and I wanna getting crazy now 

Do you guys think is there any chance that the nurse use old needle to take my blood and will I get H through this scenario ?

no. none what so ever.

[BestB]

Most likely nurse did use an

old needle and you are infected now. Best you no longer have any orals with anyone but yourself.

 

Look on the bright side , you have had oral already. So life is complete ????

[NCC1701A]

34 minutes ago, worryaboutmylife said:

I got scared by HIV inflection because of my 1st oral experience .

are you saying you performed oral sex on a man?

[BestB]

3 minutes ago, NCC1701A said:

you should find a therapist and tell them about your thoughts. they will help you put things in perspective.

But they could also make it worse if they use an old needle , but I guess can not get same disease twice ????

[NCC1701A]

 

[Jai Dee]

Troll topic.

 

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